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2012-01-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

HELLO! :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :))

School's starting tml agn -_- Sian ttm cos this year's CNY holiday is shorter :( Didnt get to visit all my relatives and all the temples that we will usually go this year given the fact that the holiday's too short! >.< Nvm, at least, I had my share of fun ^^ Shall post the pictures nw :D

CNY EVE! REUNION LUNCH with family from dad's side! :D

The decoration outside my house ^^

FOOD!! :DDD

STEAMBOAT!!! <3

Cousins playing in bro's room at night! :)

What's CNY without Mahjong? xD But sadly, cos we dun have mahjong table, we used the idk-what board it is to replace it hehe! =P

cousins in my room! :D

初一！

Goodies!! ^^

CNY cake! pretty! :D

went to relative's house and there's a dog! CUTE! :D

After which went to 舅母's house (my mum's side) and played Monopoly with nephew! This was so cool cos it's in the form of electronic banking to replace the usual "cash". Each of us had a card x)

Brandon! :)

Then, it was Lo Hei session!! YAY got BISCUITS!!! :DDD

ahhhh super yummy!! the food that 舅母 cooks are always so delicious! <3

Baby Chloe!! xD

Then at night, went to 春到河畔 with my dad's side of relatives agn! :D

This was in Marina Square Mall? LOL! I can't rmb but we had to walk through the mall to reach 春到河畔. The decorations make the mall look super elegant hahaha! xD

REACHED!

Pretty! :)

There were a lot of ppl there!

福禄寿!

初二！(today :D)

Me and sis! :D

Went to uncle's house for lunch!! decorations outside my uncle's house :D

inside!

next, went to godpa's house to end off the day :)

his doggie! ^^

cute! but this dog was kind of scary with its barking! =P

Though this CNY holiday is short, unlike last year :( , I had fun nevertheless :) Really love all the gatherings, etc. as long as nobody compared results or schools LOL! Cos I rmb last year, we went to one of my relative's house (but we didnt manage to go this year due to the short holiday rahhh) and to my shock, I found out I had a niece of the same age as me LOL!!! And then her parents started to ask what school im in and what stream im in etc etc. And apparently, they were so shocked to know that Im in the ARTS STREAM!! =.= Then they started talking abt me and her, focusing on only both of us -.- Sighhhh... really dun like it when ppl start comparing stuff like this and worst still, stereotyping us arts students and giving that kind of look with disapproval =/ But then, the weird thing was my niece (it's weird calling someone of the same age as u as niece) and I could click kind of well hahaha! So I guess it wasn't a bad thing after all if I just ignore the comparing part. Anyway, I really do love CNY! Cos it's the time of the year when we can catch up with relatives whom we havent seen for quite some time and the best part is having surprises when you realise you still have cousins, niece, nephew etc. that you've never seen before! cool! :D

Plus, CNY is the time when I get to eat loads of goodies!!!! hehehe! Forget about what gaining weight; I can try to lose some after CNY by exercising de mah; so who cares right? It's only once in a year so must eat to my heart's content! After that, you'll have to wait for one more year before you get to eat all these goodies agn! =P So, just eat!! :DDD Best part is having ice-cream at home to enjoy this festive! :)

Okay, so I think that's about it! Ahhh I can't wait for Saturday cos it'll be another round of reunion dinner with my fellow 4A classmates! woohooo!!!~~ Hope things go well on saturday! ^^ YAY! :D

2012-01-21T22:16:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)
Shall update on yesterday!
Had CNY celebration yst and it was "Be Yourself Day" too! Didn't have to wear school uniform and in fact, they banned it LOL! funny cos it's the first time I hear schools banning students from wearing school uniform just so that it can encourage us to wear our home clothes. Anyway, our class wanted the geek look but apparently, I didn't LOL! I just wore how I usually wore when I go out- a simple shirt with shorts and my cotton on flats :D I was really being myself yst hehe ^^

Anyway, this year's CNY celebration was really different from last year. I still rmb last year's celebration lasted for only 30 mins -.- LOL! Super huge contrast as compared to this year. I dun have any photos cos these days, Im just super lazy to bring my camera out to take pics idk why either. Just... no mood to do it even though I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY! :D By this, I dun mean I love to take pics of myself; I mean I love taking photos of the nature, ppl around me, sceneries etc etc :) Maybe next time when I dun feel that lazy, I'll try to take nice nice pics of the scenery around me agn :D Been so long since I've done that :(

Okay, as I was saying, this year's celebration lasted for 3h. Reached school at 8.30am and everyone was really wearing so differently but apparently, there were students wearing their sec school uniforms too!! :D I saw one NCHS friend wearing it hahaha! xD And she even wore the BLACK SHOES that NCHS students will wear LOL! Totally herself haha! So, we went to the hall and the celebration started. I lazy elaborate but there were dance performance, lion dance, etc etc. Aha! Then there was calligraphy! ^^ hehehe! Really miss having calligraphy lessons with my cca mates :( I promise I'll practise harder after A levels!! Really dun want to let Hong Lao Shi down though she's no longer teaching at NCHS anymore. After all, it's 4 years of efforts that we're talking about. I must jiayou! hehe! But let's talk about it only after A levels hahaha! =P Anyway, in between, went to take class photos and also some jumpshots with Gouyue and Yokeling! :) hahaha! funny lah! Kept taking cos we failed too many times LOL!!

So yeah, after the calligraphy session, we ended the CNY celebration with the last item: Lo Hei Session!!! :D Each class had their own lo hei session! Woohooo! Totally cool. I've never experienced such things with my classmates in school in my whole life before LOL! I must say that coming to NYJC really brought about a lot of first times for me! :) Cos, after all, every year, we only do this with our family but never have I done lo hei with my classmates before xD But the sad thing was that OUR CLASS' ONE DIDNT HAVE THE BISCUITS!!!! HOW CAN THAT BE! -_- Everytime during lo hei session, I'll be looking forward to the biscuits in it the most HAHAHA! #likeakid Heard from other classes that they had biscuits!! Why our class dun have? >.< *cries* Ahhh well, nevertheless, still had to eat right? LOL! And it was quite fun actually, plus the whole school was doing it together at the canteen! Cool!! It's like the whole canteen was filled with all 37 classes' well-wishes while lo hei-ing HAHAHA!

After which, it ended and then went to NEX to celebrate Shuyi's belated birthday! :) Celebrated with Jieyi, Yokeling, Angela, Zhihui, Huiping, Irene and Peixin- partially hahaha! Cos peixin saw us coincidentally actually when initially she said she wasnt free to join us. Hmmm so we had our lunch at Food Junction cos most of us were literally broke; ultra broke for this month, sad to say :( I oso no money alr!!! D: Sighhhh so gonna save up more in future!! Anyway, we walked around NEX to help some of them look for CNY clothes! ^^ Many of the stores were having discounts so it seemed rather tempting to buy. Eventually, went home at ard 6pm :) Simple and nice day :)) Hope we can meet up soon agn! :D Miss them a lot a lot, especially Christine (who couldn't go yst), Huiping and Zhihui :(

Anyway, I just changed my phone to a spare phone that I found at home cos my phone kept having problems D: Either I didn't receive msgs from ppl or my phone will auto send msges that I've sent to ppl before agn or my phone can't send msges or my phone will hang by itself -.- Seriously?! It's my second phone in my 17 years of living only and Im always having problems with handphones -_- No choice, I couldn't stand it being like that anymore plus so many of my friends kept persuading me to just change to a spare phone for the time being before I change to a new one in November!! NOVEMBER! 10 more MONTHS! I CAN DO THIS! Because if I dun change, there might be possibilities that I can't receive certain important msges then confirm die I tell u =X Better to be safe than sorry! So I guess, even though I really like my XPERIA phone, I have no choice but to change it T.T Shall wait til November then :( This time round, I MUST CHOOSE A BETTER PHONE!!! DIE DIE MUST GET A BETTER PHONE! sighhh...

Okay, shall end my post soon! CNY's coming!! Here's wishing everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! May everyone have good health and be happy!! YAY!! GOODIES!!!! :DDD

2012-01-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :)
This week started off quite badly, with PE being the first thing of the week =/ sighhhh... Anyway, things just didn't go smoothly for yesterday and today I guess... Felt kind of stressed up yst after school cos I haven't been revising for my studies. Actually it's because seeing classmates staying back everyday to mug just makes me feel so slack =/ Plus had piano yst and really didnt manage to study at all when I reached home at night. I know I dun even have the right to be complaining about this because Im the one who chose this path. But I really do enjoy what Im doing, It's just that sometimes, I just feel so sorry towards my teacher that I havent been practising enough and sometimes, also feel super bad that Im kind of neglecting my studies. Ahhhh I really dunno how to describe it but it just makes me feel out of breath. No matter what, felt really sucky yesterday :( Plus, in the morning, I accidentally said "oh shit" for the seating thingy and I felt super guilty towards her :( Yesterday just seemed so so so screwed.

As for today, initially, I tot things will be better but it didn't seem to be the case too. I forgot to bring the holiday history assignments for tutorial and I felt rather bad about it argh. What's more, right at the beginning of history tutorial, the moment I stepped into the classroom, "SNAP!" my bag broke AGAIN! Seriously, things can just get so horrible continuously. Plus, this bag is the only bag that I like a lot a lot!!! Yes, I have several blue bags but this is the only blue one which I like best! And I barely used it for a month like seriously?! -_- And the funny thing is I brought the least amount of stuff to school today -.- How ironic! But I will just continue using that bag. Just hope that by tying the thingy can help it to sustain for the rest of the year LOL. So sad! D: I will try not to bring so much stuff to school anymore. Hope it does "survive" for this year >.<

Anyway, there's PE tml agn =/ Definitely not looking forward to it. And tml is going to be another long and tiring day for sure. Just pray that Friday come quickly! I want holidays even if it's just a few days! It's better than having none right? :D

Shall try to have a happier post the next time I hope! Because these days, I can't express myself on twitter as much as I want to anymore. #justsaying Whatever u do/ say, ppl are bound to judge. Can't help it but it's the truth. So, this blog seems to be the only place where I can rant about most of the things that I want to, hence Im more inclined to rant it here nowadays =P

Anyway, before I end my post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYI!!!! :DDD

I lazy post photo today =P But hope she liked the surprise and cake haahaha!

2012-01-13T19:50:00.004+08:00

HELLO! :)

The first week of school has ended! :) Sigh of relief! Been feeling so lethargic every single day :( Still not prepared for everything. And I feel tired while typing this post too =/ zzz hmmm... been thinking a lot at times when Im alone agn... Human beings are too complicated! Really hate having to think so much. That's why I miss being a kid; just play, eat, sleep and sleep some more haha! =P Anyway, these few days, whenever I see her or talk to her, I feel awkward =/ Idk why either!! It's just PLAIN AWKWARD. The thing is Im not even angry at her for that incident anymore but I just can't be like in the past to at least talk to her without feeling so stressed up? Is stressed up even suitable for describing this feeling? LOL. ARGH. Dunno what Im thinking. I guess it's just me? Everytime when something big happens, after the incident, I can no longer be how Im like before with that particular person who was involved in it too. It's just different. A lot of mixed feelings will come together when Im with her or talking to her. Like "Am I reacting correctly this way?" "Are things really okay agn?" "I feel awkward in this conversation..." etc etc. sighhh... But I can feel that she's feeling awkward too and trying her best not to show it. Or...Maybe it's really just me =.= Ahhhh but whatever, I really hope I dun think so much about this anymore. Shall just keep myself busy with stuff then forget about how awkward this friendship is and carry on with my life lols. After all, everything happens for a reason. And like what Shuyi always says "这都是缘分!" sth along this line. Maybe it's really meant to be this way and to test how I handle all these stuff hahaha! *positive mindset* Maybe this doesn't really make any sense but I shall believe that it does make sense =P

Okay, anyway, shall talk about the careers that I got while doing ecareers a few days ago! :D Ahhh every year without fail, the careers that I get will really be that few hahahaa and worst still, most of the careers doesn't even suit me (I guess?) and my interests HAHAHA! Fyi, I got Disc Jockey, which is DJ as one of the careers. Im more likely to stutter than talk about stuff over the radio to entertain the audience lorh haha! Funniest of all, I also got Dance instructers and Choreographer LOL! Doesn't make sense at all cos I dun dance =P Okay, I just got reminded of how Liwen always dance "The boys" and "Gee" LOL! Speaking of which, I learnt how to draw the letter "g" cos Liwen and Gouyue taught us hahahaha! *applause* :D

Anyway, back to the careers. I also got Humanities Teacher, Producer-Presenter, Childcare centre superviser, etc etc. Shall not list the rest hahaha! Anyway, I think among the careers that I got, there are two that probably suit me most. Humanities teacher and childcare centre superviser! =P hahaha! But then come to think of it, Im not really that interested to teach students humanities. So forget about that. While doing the ecareers that day, I kept thinking of what I really like and want and I came to a conclusion that I still prefer Social Worker best! :) Yeah I know the salary isn't high at all and it's because of this, Im becoming to waver agn. sighhh... Anyway, Im oso interested in Childhood Psychology :D Sounds really interesting to me! Currently other than these 2, nothing else interests me alr -.- Plus, my choices are really very limited given the fact that Im an arts students =/ So I dun really have much to choose from anyway... Ahhh well, I hope that by the end of this year, I will at least know what I really want and follow my heart and not get affected because of the salary of those jobs :) Really hope I will choose something that I like eventually :)

For now, I'll concentrate on studies, family, friends and piano and not get affected by too much stuff I hope!

Anyway, being random, I saw this by chance and shall post this quote to end off my post! :D

2012-01-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)

Feeling really really really tired right now. Im really lacking of sleep plus I just came back from a THREE HOURS ECONS TUITION! YES, it's THREE HOURS STRAIGHT! plus it's ECONS! I wonder how I managed to do it too LOL! Anyway, I signed up for this econs tuition with Shuyi! :) It's once every week at bishan, with each lesson 3h straight and it's actually rather flexible for students cos they have 3 similar lessons each week and you get to choose whichever day you want to go for the lesson when u're free! So, I went for today: 6.30pm to 9.30pm. Tired but I felt that it was quite useful for me :) Hope it really helps me in my econs!! *prays hard* And Im going to work really really hard for it this year; hopefully it's not wasted efforts agn =X Anyway, the tuition has tons and tons of food and drinks for us during a 10-15mins break!! COOL! I've never seen a tuition like this before LOL!! hahaha! Ate some biscuits just now; still feeling hungry though cos I didnt have dinner =X

Anyway, today was the first day of school and we didn't have any lessons ^^ Was sent to respective sec schools to promote NYJC cos today was the release of O level results. And YES, I was sent back to NCHS! :D Of course, going back to NCHS meant that I had a high chance of eating mian, mian, mian!! ^^ ahhhh!! And not forgetting cheese toufu! =P Totally satisfied my cravings! Seriously, it is only when we lose certain things will we then learn to cherish whatever we used to have. This is an avid example. Oh well, anyway, NCHS changed a lot really! We used to have a bookshop but now, it has been changed to a POPULAR! My goodness!! Students can even use Popular cards you know!! So convenient!!! And changes have been made to the canteen and level 2 HOD room. Nevertheless, the moment we stepped into NCHS, all of us immediately said "YAY! Can eat mian!" and we almost left the teacher in-charge of us in the general office herself to go to the canteen LOL!! Seriously like some excited little kids HAHAHA! It's funny how all of us only care about the noodles only haha! Anyway, it was eventually the release of O level results and Im glad to say that Im really proud of all my juniors cos their scores were better than us! :) At least there's improvement!! Well done!! :D Ahhh anyway, I bet no juniors will be reading this post but still, Im glad for them cos I was as anxious as them when waiting for the results =P Totally reminded me of last year when waiting for results too. Mixed feelings throughout. And, got to talk to Weng Lao Shi and catch up with Jeannie, Pamela and Farren cos they managed to get back to NCHS in time! :)

Ohhh and I think I shud just give a short summary on Saturday! Went for CCA at Toa Payoh Hub early in the morning for a Fall Prevention Talk Workshop! Felt that it was quite meaningful :) Hopefully it'll really benefit the elderly if I were to be able to help any elderly :D

Anyway, after the workshop, had lunch with Shuyi, Liwen and Gouyue at Mcdonald's! :) A short lunch with them but still laughed throughout LOL!!! Forever laughing! =P Nvm, can give ppl good impressions that ppl studying in NYJC are happy! ^^ Propaganda! =P

After which, went to Teo Heng at Katong to celebrate Peixin's belated birthday!!! :) Im so so so glad I managed to lead them correctly to Teo Heng cos it was the first time Im LEADING PPL to a place LOL! Plus, I've never gone to katong on my own before and worst still, never have I been to Teo Heng either haha! So I guess it was quite a success? :P And it was super duper CHEAP! We sang for 3h but each of us only had to pay $6!!!!!!!! CHEAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Basically, there were 5 of us- Me, Shuyi, Peixin, Yokeling and Angela! :D Jieyi couldn't join us eventually cos of her econs project :( Nvm, we'll go agn soon!! Plus I got a card from a stranger for FREE! LOL!!! hahaha! Anyway, I was really tired that day actually cos of insomnia the previous night so I guess I wasn't really in the mood to really sing LOL! SO SORRY! :( Nevertheless, hope everyone enjoyed themselves that day! :) Anyway, the idea of going to Teo Heng wasn't mine LOL! I only helped in finding directions and number to book hahaha!

Okay, so I guess that's about it! Really very tired now :( it's almost 11.30pm alr! I'll try to sleep by 12am earliest cos I still have stuff to do :( Goodbye for now! :)

2012-01-07T22:49:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :D
Went to school early in the morning yst to do econs project and we managed to complete it (considered complete lah hor xD) within 2+h hehehe!! =P Anyway, thanks Gouyue for bringing her laptop!! ^^
Anyway, after which, I went to cp to meet up with Angela and Jieyi to go to TP's open house!!! Ahhh yes, we went there to take goodie bag hehe! Ohhh and we were mistaken by the ppl there to be sec 4 students so we just played along with them LOL!!! =P And that meant we lied that we were sec 4s hahahahaa!! Then the students were super enthu in introducing TP to us and hoping that they will see us next year! I totally wanted to burst out laughing especially when they asked what school we are from. The three of us replied "Nan Chiau High School" hahahaha!! Managed to hold back my laughter =P Ahhh well, but it's true anyway! I was from Nan Chiau High what :P Then after walking around the same spots for quite a number of times in TP, we went to meet up with Christine! :) She was with her friend so the five of us walked around tgt and Christine, Angela and I bought TP shirts! ^^ $7 only!!! hehehe plus I tot it looked not bad so I bought it! Anyway, we then followed Christine and her friend to a booth for idk what then just nice, Christine's CCA teacher saw the three of us with goodie bags in our hands and started asking whether we are sec 4s and since we are Christine's friend, he will give us advice on how to choose the correct path for free LOL! And as usual, he asked which school we are from. And obviously, we gave the same ans =P And the funniest thing took place when Christine's teacher started asking us to register for a seminar that will be held today for students like sec 4s, etc! Really felt like laughing at that moment! LOL! In the end, we really registered cos if not, confirm will know we were lying oops! =P But obviously we didn't go today hehe!

Then, after which, the five of us took bus 69 to Tampines 1 to have a $1 ice-cream at a Japanese Restaurant!!! <3333 SUPER CHEAP PLUS YUMMY!!!!! I bought Green Tea ice-cream!!!! hehehe!! All-time favourite!!!! ^^ Sat down at the restaurant and had our ice-cream while chatting. Anyway, it was great to get to know one more friend! hahaha! But apparently, we dunno her name cos I think Christine forgot to introduce her to us and vice versa haha! Eventually, we went home at 5+pm :)
Ohhh then when I reached home, I wrote CALLIGRAPHY!! :D Cos I had to help Yanting write for the event that she is in-charge of as she needed it today! Been 1+years since I last wrote calligraphy!! Nostalgic :') It brought back so many memories when I was writing it yesterday x) Anyway, I felt that I deproved a lot though :( My writing ain't as good as last time anymore though last time wasn't any better T.T

Anyway, these are the stuff needed for calligraphy:

毛笔！obviously, can't do without a brush right? If not, how to write LOL!! But sadly, my brush isn't of good quality :( Pardon me for the cloth as the background cos that's my 布for calligraphy which I have been using since sec 1! Obviously it will be dirty with all the ink on it! =P

墨盘! Obviously, when writing calligraphy, we nid to pour out the ink onto this "plate" to write! :)

AHA! 墨汁！

笔筒！this is for keeping and protecting my brushes! :)

九空格纸! This is for practising!

ahhh yes, these were the words that I had to write! And it was my very very first attempt yesterday night after not writing for so long =P needs to practise first before I can write on the big big red paper! Anyway, first attempt wasn't good at all :( really deproved a lot! Anyway, the words are meant to be read vertically down from right to left :)

this was the last attempt before I write it on the red paper with my name on the left! =P

Ahhh yes; finally wrote it on the big big red paper :) It didn't look as good as I expected it to be cos I realised some words are too big while some were too small :( Actually, the hardest part of calligraphy is having to write on such papers cos you nid to write it bigger than usual when practising on 九空格纸 plus the texture was different. Such paper requires more ink too! And I needed to fold the boxes properly so that the words will be almost of the same size as possible x.x That's why whenever we had competitions in the past, Im always very sian to get such papers LOL!

closer view

Hmmm apparently, I really nid more practice in future but I doubt I have time anyway. Probably, this might even be my last time writing calligraphy this year :( I really hope I won't lose this skill of writing calligraphy cos I realised I do like writing it a lot! I promise that after this year, I will continue practising and practising and not lose this skill :) At the very least, I shouldn't let 洪老师 down although in the past, I always chit chat a lot during CCA with christine, angela and huiping hehe! =P Hope these 4 years of efforts won't go down the drain :) I still love calligraphy! Ahhhh really miss those times! :') And really want to thank yanting cos I finally got to write calligraphy agn since I've been procrastinating abt it though I said I would write after promos the other time LOL! Glad that I got to write yst :)

Anyway, had insomnia last night! :( I think I practically didn't sleep at all for the whole night :( dunno what I was thinking seriously -_- ARGH! Think so much for what!!! SLEEP!!! I better sleep well tonight. Today was super tiring cos of Insomnia D: I shall post abt today some other time. This post is too long.

Goodbye! :)

2012-01-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Yanting!! :D Thanks for all ur support throughout the years and laming with me since sec 1 ROFL! hahaha! Hope u enjoyed ur birthday celebration today! :D

HELLO! :D

I went to west coast park with Yanting, Jeannie and Farren to celebrate yanting's birthday today!!! :DDD woohoo!! Finally, we get to go to west coast park and what's more, on yanting's birthday! ^^ hehehe had loads of fun! Thanks a lot a lot to the three of them for this awesome trip to west coast! <3

Anyway, met them at 8.30am at cp first! *coughs* Farren was late as usual LOL! hahahaha! So, after she arrived, we went to take mrt to serangoon before changing to circle line to buona vista! Took bus 198 to idk where and then we realised we still nid to take bus 176 before we can finally reach west coast park!! Gosh, it was a super long journey and we reached there almost ard 11am! wts!

Then, we decided to find a spot to place our stuff cos I brought my mat along! ^^ After which, Farren quickly went for the Flying Fox and started playing! ROFL!!

Anyway, we started our potluck cos we were hungry and sang birthday song for yanting! Jeannie brought almond jelly, Yanting brought cornflakes with milk and our favourite biscuits, Farren brought sandwiches while I brought oreo cupcakes that Farren put in effort to bake with me yst! ^^ Everything was super yummy!!! :D hehehe! *satisfied*

Then we decided to take polaroid of us sitting on the flying fox seats cos just nice, there were 4 seats!! xDDD However, I couldn't even get up onto the seat even with Farren's help -.- Anyway, that was for the higher seat but I managed to get onto the lower seat one eventually and we got a Japanese tourist to help the four of us take photo! Lots of funny stuff took place in between hahahaha!

Then, we shifted our stuff nearer to the pyramid cos Farren and Jeannie wanted to climb alr!!! :O Anyway, both yanting and I were super scared of heights T.T LOL!! But with Farren's and Jeannie's help, they eventually got us to climb up the pyramid (though it wasn't to the top; only farren and jeannie made it haha!). I was trembling throughout cos whenever I looked down, I will be super scared -_- But really thanks a lot to them for helping me to partially overcome this fear!! hehe! And bet it was a super exciting experience for yanting too LOL!! And then, we just camwhored and camwhored throughout, moving from here to there to play! :D

Anyway, after climbing the higher pyramid there, it was easier when we went to climb the easier one :) But it was still kind of scary for me and yanting =P

Eventually, we went to McDonald's to have some drinks cos we were simply too thristy plus we had finished drinking our own water =X

Anyway, we decided to leave the place at ard 12+pm I think cos we had to go to nex to meet up with some 4A ppl to celebrate both yanting's and peixin's birthdays since peixin's birthday is just 2 days after yanting's! However, when we took the bus and reached Haw Par Villa station, we decided to go into Haw Par Villa to take a look! =P

Hehe eventually went in for 1+h to explore the place, taking pictures here and there!! ^^ Totally had fun! :) We left the place at ard 2.40pm or so and took mrt to serangoon to meet up with them at nex! :D Okay, actually when we reached there, only Peixin, Jodi, Chinbee and Kokting were there LOL! We spent some time deciding what to do while waiting for the others to arrive. Eventually, yanting left first cos avis came to meet up with her! :) And we all then decided to go to Farren's house instead!

Okay then we played some games and I left around 6pm :) Had loads and loads of fun today, especially at west coast park and haw par villa :D Really enjoyed myself! Hope everyone did too!!! xD

All right, shall post some pics here although I've alr posted all on fb! =P

Flying Fox!

Potluck! :D

Farren and Jeannie at the top of the higher pyramid!

At the top of the easier pyramid :) Actually i was trembling while taking this pic LOL! cos it's at the top!!! scary x.x

Haw Par Villa! :D

<3 :)

Bye!! :D

2012-01-01T17:09:00.002+08:00

新的一年，新的开始！

HELLO! :)

Happy New Year! ((: Today, when I woke up, I totally forgot that it was year 2012 alr LOL! Anyway, I felt a tinge of sadness when I finally realised it's 2012 alr because I still find it hard to believe one year just passed like that :O Oh well, nevertheless, Im not going to let the first day of 2012 to go to waste like this =P DIY-ed some stuff for myself or to be exact, my room! :D Nope, not the door hanger that I made for my friends for xmas but it was those kind of small noticeboard! Actually I already had the noticeboard for several years alr but kind of left it blank all these while. So I decided to make my own name and make a border for the noticeboard and most importantly, I pasted my 2012 goals on it! :) Hopefully, whenever I see it, I will be more motivated to do things well! ^^

Anyway, as for yesterday, I didn't go out for any countdown as usual :( Hopefully, for the countdown of next year, I'll be allowed to go cos I'll be 18 this year! =P Hope my parents allow! hehe! Speaking of which, I still can't believe Im going to be 18 this year lols. I seriously still feel like a secondary school student! xD And my mindset, actions, etc etc. doesn't seem to suit an eighteen year-old teenager ROFL! I still feel childish hahaha! Hehehe nvm, age doesn't define who I am actually; at least Im being me! :D Anyway, I only went out with my family yst night to have dinner at Nihon Mura agn!! ^^ At least it satisfied my craving for sushi! =P And eventually, spent the last few hours of 2011 watching 原来是美男 on channel U and using comp chatting with Shuyi and Christine for a short short while! :)

Also received lots of New Year msges from friends after 12am or in fact before 12am cos they were afraid the msges will get stuck since most ppl will be sending at ard 12am ^^ Thanks everyone!! And here's wishing everyone a great year ahead!! CHEERS!!! :D

2011-12-30T22:43:00.005+08:00

HELLO! :D
Completed my hw yst (except econs project and several blanks for maths hw)! :) Essays really took up a lot of my time because I had to read and re-read the notes and then think and re-think of how to go about writing the essays! And the more I wrote, the more I felt I was writing rubbish in all my essays -.- Anyway, at least it's completed now :)
Hmmm so as for today, went to watch Already Famous with Christine, Huiping and Zhihui at 2.10pm at AMK Hub :D Hilarious!! But I really think the ending was quite weird LOL! Anyway, the movie ended at 4.10pm and then we walked ard AMK Hub while waiting for Shuyi, Angela and Jieyi to arrive!!! ^^ After they arrived, we went to have our long-awaited STEAMBOAT!!!!! <333 wheee!!~~~Free flows of drinks and ice-cream! But sad that Yokeling went to Malaysia alr! Nvm, there's still a next time! ^^

Christine, Zhihui and Huiping shared one while I shared with Jieyi, Shuyi and Angela! Both our soup base were Tom Yam and Chicken Soup :) And yes, I tried the Tom Yam soup! Im finally becoming more and more like a Singaporean lerh- starting to eat more chilli stuff hehe! =P Hopefully one day, I'll be able to eat food that are of higher level of spiciness xP So anyway, ate there for slightly more than 2h! Kept taking food and Shuyi took too much pig's liver that she ended up eating most of them by herself LOL!!! Poor shuyi!!! Cos we were all too full alr and lots of funny stuff happened HAHAHAHA!! Can't stop laughing LOL! And Christine put so much food into the soup that it became so flavourful but I couldn't taste the difference =P And I was alr so full halfway through! ahhhh but I love both chicken and tom yam soup! Ohhh and Jieyi oso ate lots of prawns while Shuyi just kept eating her pig's liver ROFL!! Ended up Angela and Shuyi just kept eating and eating until cannot take it HAHAHAHA!!! Gosh, super funny! =P ohhh and the funniest thing happened when Zhihui pointed out the words on the hoodie that I was wearing! My goodness, I seriously didn't know what the words were!!! Im never going to wear that out agn! NEVER!!! I thought it was some sorts of designs -.- LOL! And they all laughed when I exclaimed after zhihui said what the words were LOL! I really super blur when buying clothes =.= HAHAHAHA but then agn, at least everyone had a good laugh HAHA! =P

Anyway, after eating, we went to the shop that sells sports apparels, etc. to take a look! And Angela managed to buy a super super super nice pair of BLUE SPORTS SHOES!! <3 I love the blue too!!! So nice!! Glad that she managed to buy herself a pair of new sports shoes!!! ^^ Can motivate her to start running and training for napfa xD And after which, we went back home at 8+pm and after bathing, Im here to type this post!! ^^ hehehe! Thanks for making the second last day of 2011 such a memorable and fun one! Love you guys a lot a lot!!! :D And I want to thank everyone who sent me or gave me xmas cards and presents!! Really appreciate it! :)

Tml's the last day of 2011 already. Frankly speaking, I really dun want 2012 to come :( I really dun feel like facing reality next year. Plus, next year's going to be super busy!!!! D: Im really afraid I can't handle everything well. A levels, Piano, Econs Tuition (ah yes, I signed up with shuyi alr) and the problems that will definitely come along the way as days go x.x I seriously dun think I'll have lots of time with so many things on hand. Just the thought of all these make me feel scared and worried. Sighhh... Plus, I doubt I'll even have time to meet up with friends that often alr when it's alr not a lot this year -.- I really feel like telling my piano teacher I dun want to take any exams next year but the thing is I've practised for several months alr. TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

So my new year's resolutions will be:
1. To plan things well beforehand so that I can complete my stuff on time
2. Dun procrastinate so much
3. Dun get distracted so easily! My attention span seriously very short plus I get distracted easily by anything oops! =X
4. Put in my best in everything that I do
Actually the most impt resolutions will be: I hope that everyone around me will be HAPPY AND HEALTHY! Nothing matters more than these two :)

Okay, although right now, Im really super worried abt next year but after all, the future is unpredictable so what I can do for myself is just to really work hard and put in double the efforts next year as compared to this year. I just hope that our timetables won't be so horrible anymore- ending at 6pm those kind -_- And I hope that in this new year, my family and friends can be happy and healthy and able to overcome all sorts of difficulties. As the saying goes, "You can't have a rainbow without a little rain" sth along that line lols' can't really rmb =P For every difficulty, there's bound to be something good that comes out of it eventually :) I hope I can do this too!

Lastly, Im grateful for all the people who have made my days happy, fun, memorable and crazy in 2011 :) Thanks for everything! :D

Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got; And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot. -unknown

2011-12-28T19:17:00.001+08:00

THE OUTLIERS

HELLO! :)
Everything has been solved and I seriously worry too much at times LOL! Anyway, bro came back from US today!! ^^ hehehe he bought hoodies for me and sis and bought back lots of yummy chocolates woohoo!! :D

Ohhh anyway, what im going to do in this post is to help advertise Yokeling's and Farren's BLOGSHOP! Yes, it's BLOGSHOP! :D hehehe! Although I haven't bought anything from them yet (oops!=P lols, actually it's cos those clothes aren't my usual style lah xD), but do give them ur support if anything they're selling suits YOU, YOU and YOU! ^^
here are the links:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Outliers/132863823494232?sk=wall do visit them on their facebook page!
http://theoutliers.livejournal.com/ their official blogshop url!
http://twitter.com/#!/theoutliersshop follow them on twitter to get the latest updates!

To: whoever is reading this post, do give them ur support all right! Be it buying stuff from them, sharing their posts on facebook to share with other friends, liking their facebook page, following them on twitter or even advertising for them just like what Im doing! LOL! :D
They're definitely reliable and efficient and all the goods are NEW! NEW!! :D So, what are you waiting for?? SUPPORT THEM YEAH! :D

GOODBYE! xD

p/s: steamboat and movie on Friday with zhihui, etc etc :D wheee can't wait!!! xD

2011-12-26T00:01:00.001+08:00

HELLO.
Been thinking abt that thingy since Friday night... sighhh... why can't my day be happy for the whole day? why must there always be some stuff that can just ruin it? This year is indeed horrible =/ Firstly, the last week of school was so happening that I couldn't comprehend whatever that happened and I dun even know how Im going to face her when school reopens next year =/ And now, this just had to happen on Friday night when I was actually having lots of fun with 4A lols. haix. Ahhhh my mind just keeps thinking and thinking and thinking! 烦死了！rahhhh!! But on the good side, went out with dad, mum and sis to city plaza and fareast plaza respectively to get new year clothes today! ^^ hehe bought quite a number of stuff! :D And yesterday, went to aunt's house to celebrate xmas and slept at 2+am!! :D hahaha fun fun fun! :) At least I felt happier than worried abt what happened on friday night instead :) And thanks a lot to Christine and Farren for listening <3 :D I hope whatever that she said was just a moment of fury if not, I really dunno what to do alr :(

Nevertheless, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! :D (gosh, just realised I said this too late- it's already 26december LOL!)

2011-12-24T12:37:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :D
Yesterday and Thursday was seriously well-spent and yesterday was a blast!! ^^ So anyway, on Thursday, it was Dong Zhi! This year, Dong Zhi was spent in a very different way because of Jeannie, Yanting and Farren! <3 Had tang yuan early in the morning before going out xD Okay, so anyway, we were supposed to go to West Coast Park but because it was raining, we went to Nex's Party World (if i rmb correctly) for KBox! Hehe luckily we alr had wet weather plans beforehand! =P We sang for 3h!!! xDDD FUN! Farren was seriously high throughout and kept asking us to dance along with her LOL! Anyway, after singing, we went to Fareast Plaza to shop! Actually I didnt buy a thing lah LOL! We helped Yanting to find clothes for CNY! ^^ Wheee!!~~ I didn't bring enough money that day so I didn't want to try looking for clothes for myself in case I feel upset that I can't buy hahaha! Then eventually, we ended up at a shop that sells all clothes at any 2 for $30! :D And yanting bought 2 pieces which really suit her! xD Happy!! Plus, it was worth it :) hehe! Then ard 5.30pm, we went home tgt (except for yanting who was heading towards the event that she was in-charge of for idk what). Poor girl, so busy these days that she kept skipping dinner when she's alr so skinny :( Hope she'll be free from that huge project soon- from what she said, it sounds worse than PW -.- Anyway, JIAYOU Yanting!! :D

Okay, as for yesterday, went to 4A's xmas celebration at Jeannie's house!!! Thanks a lot to the organising committee of 4A, Jeannie and her family for this celebration! ^^ It was really a blast yesterday! Anyway, I met up with Yanting, Jeannie, Michelle, Kaibin, Douglas, Yeehang and Kokting at 1+pm at compass yesterday! But michelle went off for some cca stuff first before returning in the evening. Anyway, after lunch at cp, we went back to Jeannie's house x) After which, Shuxian arrived! ^^ Then I realised that Jeannie's mum was watching a HK drama and being the HK drama addicter, I sat on the sofa and watched as well hehe! =P As for the rest, they played mahjong/ taught some who didn't know how to play to learn it! xD Ahhh anyway the HK drama was damn nice!! Got Steven Ma inside!!! :P But then, after that yanting, jeannie, shuxian and kaibin wanted to play Bridge so I had to take over Kaibin's position to play Mahjong with yeehang, douglas and kokting! Everyone was like "woah u know how to play?!" LOL! 人不可貌相okay! xD And it was the best mahjong session ever because the moment I took over Kaibin, I won 2 rounds consecutively!!!!!! xDDDD woohoo! And everyone was like "omg, I havent even won a single thing and the moment you come, you won 2 rounds?! :O" hahahahhaa! Esp Kokting who was like so despo to win and Douglas was alr halfway giving up cos he just learnt how to play and he had already lost a couple of rounds LOL! Everyone's expression was so epic! =P

Okay, then after which, I think Junyuan, Yixiong, Jialin, Jaslyn, Jodi and Farren came along and Junyuan took over Douglas' place cos he didn't want to play anymore lols! And Junyuan was like "How come I have so little money?!" And we all blamed it on Douglas hahaha! Okay, eventually everyone managed to win some rounds and in total, I won 4 rounds!! ^^ hehe! First time playing mahjong for so long and winning so many rounds! Quite an achievement for me =P Then after which, it was alr evening and Jeannie's mum cooked several dishes for us as dinner! Super yummy! :D The dinner was great and thanks a lot to jeannie's mum for her efforts!! ^^ Anyway, we even had dessert- Almond Jelly!!! My favourite jelly! Ohhh and then in between, many other 4A ppl arrived too and Jeannie's house was even livelier than before ^^ Laughters, Chattings everywhere :) And I played Cheat with Farren, Kaibin, Douglas, Chinbee, Yixiong, Kokting and Jeannie! LOL! And guess what? I managed to win several rounds too!!! Woahhh yesterday was really lucky eh! This is the first time in my life winning so many times in games! Guess Im lucky! ^^ HAHAHA! Ohhh anyway, after playing several rounds of Cheat, I went into Jeannie's room to chat with Michelle! :D Chinbee and Amanda joined us too! Chatted about lots of stuff and it was great that way :) Chatted til ard 9pm before we went to the kitchen there to cut LOGCAKE!!! wheee!!~~ What's christmas without logcake? :D Anyway, it was the first time that I had logcake! I bet it was the first time for many of them too!! ^^ And the logcake tasted great :) We all went super crazy and took lots of photos tgt, laughing and laughing. Oh and Jeannie even prepared party hats for us while Peiyi and her wore a christmas hat each hahaha! Totally had the xmas feel! And we were all so noisy but luckily, no one complained cos it turned out that Jeannie's neighbour was also celebrating xmas next door LOL! Talk about coincidence!! =P Actually we were supposed to start our christmas gift exchange before 10pm but after that Chingyee said she was coming so we all waited for her but she only arrived at 10.30pm or so! LOL! Super late tsk tsk! =P Anyway before exchanging gifts, Farren and Kokting were forced to dance POLE DANCE! ROFL! Cos they lost in one of the games I think and the forfeit was pole dancing! Omg, they were like so shy abt it LOL!!! Okay, and I even took video of it =P hahaha! Of course Im not going to post it if not Im going to be so dead =P I think this was the highlight of yesterday's celebration HAAHAHA!

Okay, then, soon enough, we started our gift exchange and I must say it was a super special way of exchanging gift! Earlier on, everyone alr took out the gifts that they prepared and Jeannie pasted numbers on every gift and put it under the christmas tree! What we were supposed to do was everyone had to do a lucky draw kind of thing and get a number which is what has been pasted on each gift and the one that we have chosen would be our xmas gift! And then the person who bought that gift would have to present it to the person who has chosen it. And for everyone, while presenting the gift, we will do some weird weird pose with the other person and take a picture tgt! It was really a unique way of exchanging gift! xD And everyone's pose was all different and funny! Everyone was laughing like mad! Anyway, Jodi picked my gift and I picked Kokting's gift! :)

Eventually, everyone left Jeannie's house at 11+pm. Tired but fun! :) Totally awesome! This is the kind of gathering that I will never feel out of place or awkward when with everyone :) Yesterday was really the most awesome xmas celebration that I've ever went to! Plus, half the class went! It's really an unforgettable day and I want to thank Jeannie, Yanting, Michelle, Farren, Chinbee, Jodi, Jaslyn, Shuxian, Jialin, Amanda, Chingyee, Kaibin, Junyuan, Douglas, Kokting, Yixiong, Yeehang, Peiyi and Tengda for this memorable xmas :) Hopefully like what Junyuan said, it will be an annual event for us 4A :)

Okay, shall post some photos here! Photo Credits: Chinbee and I :D Ohhh and thanks a lot to those photographers using Chinbee's camera for taking the pictures! :)

The xmas tree at Jeannie's house with all the presents with numbers under the tree ^^

Chocolate Logcake! :D

Group Photo with the logcake! <3

Wearing party hats! ^^

Group Photo agn :D

Jeannie. Michelle. Me. Yanting. Farren with the xmas tree!! :D

Closest friends in 4A <3 :)

Merry Early Xmas everyone!!! :D

2011-12-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! :D
These few days have been really really great :)) Actually Monday was nothing much; just staying at home rotting away but it feels good to get to stay at home doing things at my own pace, etc etc. :D As for yesterday, I went swimming with my sis early in the morning!! ^^ It's been a few years since I last swam and it really felt good to get into the pool agn! :) However, the only thing that I dislike about swimming is having to wear swimming costumes -.- Can't they just allow us to wear those pyjamas that ppl who are learning swimming to do the same too? :( I really dun like to wear swimming costume >.< Oh anyway, we went to Anchorvale CC to swim and the best part of the swimming pool at Anchorvale CC is that there is one side that is considered indoors so that way, I won't get tanner LOL!! Anyway, after swimming, we went to kovan to fetch my cousins who went for their childcare centre outing! hehe! So, we fetched them back to my house cos we were going to celebrate my dad's Lunar Birthday at night! Basically, our way of celebrating birthdays for everyone every year is when it's our Lunar Birthday, we will have those noodles (im not sure if it's considered 长寿面or what) with some small dishes and most importantly, a Birthday Cake! :D And and in the evening, I went to punggol park with my sis and cousins to play and then after which, we went back home to eat the noodles and my dad cut the cake at night! And yesterday, my aunt even treated all of us to ice-cream!! ^^ Hehe! Shall break the rule once agn! =P So yesterday was really a great great day! :D

As for today, went to Changi Airport T3 to do hw agn! ^^ Still left with around 2-3 essays to complete :( Sighhh Im forever behind the dateline that I set for myself -.- Today was a really really special day :) The whole thing was really complicated but Im so glad that everything just went well today eventually after our studying trip at T3 :D For the whole day, I kept worrying and worrying and I bet shuyi and jieyi were worrying a lot too! Nevertheless, Im really really happy that things are turning for the better alr! I really hope it can be fully resolved soon! :)

And right now, Im so excited for tml and Friday because Im going to west coast park with Farren, Yanting and Jeannie tml and on Friday, 4A will be having xmas celebration at Jeannie's house!! :D Omg, can't wait!!! This week seems really good and Im really glad that it's like that! But first and foremost, I got to complete that 2-3 essays asap so my holiday hw will be considered done alr (let's not talk abt econs project and the ILU that the school will be putting on litespeed on xmas first =P) and also, I haven't finished making all the xmas gifts for my friends!!! Actually, among so many friends, Im only making for 15 of them but Im taking super long to finish it sigh! :( Forever so slow =X

Okay, so, I really hope that from now on, things will get better and everyone will be happy and I will be happy too! :D Hope things will be fine soon :)

2011-12-17T15:10:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)
Was supposed to go to the airport today morning with my family to send my bro off to USA but apparently I didn't because of piano make-up lesson -_- In the end, when I woke up, my teacher then sms-ed me to say that she can help to postpone my lesson to 11am. LOL. Too late cos my family already went out :( Nvm, just hope my bro can buy lots of stuff back from USA for me since he'll be there for 2 weeks hehe! =P Nevertheless, I still went for lesson at 11am. While waiting, there was a really very unreasonable parent scolding the staff of my music school! :O SUPER FIERCE. I feel embarrassed for her daughter LOL. She was making a big fuss over the change of her daughter's piano teacher and wanted a refund! WTH. Super unreasonable and the staff were talking to her nicely yet all she did was to scold them, saying that it was unfair to her daughter and that she's the one paying for the money yet last min then tell her that the teacher will be changed soon. Seriously?! I've never seen someone like that before and her voice was really very loud in the music school -.- And she even demanded the boss of the music school to call and give her a 交待 -.- It's not as if she is the only one who has experienced such things before. Plus, she sounded really mean with her words and I could see that even her husband felt so embarrassed LOL! I mean like if the teacher really has her reasons for not teaching anymore, you can't do a thing too right? It's not as if the other teachers there are not up to standard to teach ur daughter well. I think she argued for like 10mins or so ._. Super scary; I feel sorry for the staff too. Tsk. Just what has the world become? It's merely a change of teacher and she can scold and complain until like that. Goodness gracious =/

So anyway, went back home after lesson and had lunch. Decided to get a haircut before school reopens too! :) Waited for around 1h I guess. But luckily, this time round, the hairdresser didn't screw up my fringe phew! =P

Okay, shall go do hw soon! Haix... procrastination really kills =/ Really hope I can finish my hw by tml or sth plus there's still an econs project omg kill me! >.<

Anyway, found this pic below on the net: http://weheartit.com/entry/18449381 SO CUTE! :D

bye bye!! :D

2011-12-13T23:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
Waiting for my hair to dry before going to sleep so decided to come blogging first! It's been a long day today so Im quite tired nw hehe! won't have insomnia I guess! =P Anyway, shall just update on these two days. Actually yesterday was nth much- just studying or doing hw at Changi Airport T3 with Angela, Jieyi, Yokeling and Huiping! :D
Okay, so as usual, I was the first to arrive lols. Hmmm so basically we went to Carl's JR to do our hw and it's really a good place to do hw or study! (except for the background music which kept repeating the same songs over and over agn. And eventually the song "Price Tag" kept playing on my mind LOL!) Cos at least we didn't have to sit on the floor and there weren't a lot of ppl there! :) Hmmm anyway, we did hw til 8+pm before going home :D Simple and nice day :)

As for today, played Badminton at Sengkang Sports and Recreational Centre with Liwen, Gouyue and Yokeling! :D Super awesome cos I sweated so much! It's been so long since I last played badminton! Really feels great after exercising for 2h! :D But then, I think nw, Im having muscle aches on my arms alr hahaha! Too long didnt exercise alr T.T Shud exercise more in future plus my stamina is not good =/ hehe anyway, had fun playing badminton with them! :) Especially since we kept laughing at one another's skills at hitting the shuttlecock LOL! Made my day! xD Okay, then after that we went back to compass to have lunch at Kopitiam! Hehe sorry to Liwen that she couldn't eat Macs =P Please get well soon; next time then let u eat kay! =P Okay, I sounded super naggy today LOL! Cos it's really very 辛苦 to fall sick so I kept reminding and stopping her from eating those heaty food hahahaha! Okay, then after lunch, I had to go for piano lesson til 3.30pm. So sorry to both Liwen and Gouyue for making them wait!! Anyway, managed to reach compass after piano within 15mins I guess hehe! FAST! :D Bought bubble tea and then off we went to 1132 chalet located at downtown east! Hmmm really thanks a lot to the organisers for this chalet! :)) It's definitely not easy to organise sth! Ohhh and then played some card games before eating and eating and eating LOL. After which we played Truth or Dare... Then went home at 9+pm.

Okay, so that's about it I guess! Shall go sleep nw!! *yawns* Good night! :)

2011-12-08T20:49:00.001+08:00

HELLO J

Heal the past. Live the present. Dream the future.

hehe this is my favourite quote! :D Suitable for this blog post :)

Year 2011 is coming to an end soon (all right, around 3 moreweeks to be exact?). This year has been a really happening year. Shall reflecton how this year has been like for me.

Have graduated from NCHS for slightly more than a year alr.It felt like it was just yesterday when I got back my o level results on10January this year (yes, im quite good at remembering dates hehe =P). Thatscene is still quite vivid in my mind J I can’t believe I’ve been in JC for ayear alr. Year 2011 has been full of downs I must say. It really is one of theworst years in my life. Right from the beginning, it already went haywire withthat problem which hasn’t been solved till now. I really wished it didn’t haveto happen at all but it did. Sometimes, when Im not doing anything, I will justget reminded of how it all started. Zzz That’s the reason why I always need tokeep myself busy if not I really will just start thinking of all these stuff,which I dun want to. Sian. But the thing is when I go to sleep at night for thepast few days, I can’t get to sleep and my mind will then start to get remindedabt this agn -.- Annoying because I felt really tired but instead of sleeping,Im thinking of all the problems which can’t really be salvaged I guess? L

Then after that, it was all about choosing which school togo- JC or Poly which I really struggled for quite some time when o levels endedback then. Eventually I chose the JC route which I guess I didn’t regret I hope?But then I just feel that somehow those ppl in poly seem to be leading ahappier life, which makes me envy them despite the large amount of projectsthat they have on hand. Oh well, then JC life started on 27January if I rmbcorrectly. And obviously, my most hated orientation started as well LOL. FORTHREE DAYS. Ah yes, from the beginning of the year, I’ve been saying how much Idetest orientation because it is when we have to go around to make new friendswhich I am totally not good at. Worst part is having to be high and play gameswhich is also not my forte, definitely not. Therefore, even though I reallyhave great OGLs- Ling Mei, Reaiah and Shin, I still found it difficult to likeorientations. Hence, if I were to be an OGL, I definitely won’t be a good oneeither haha! Anyway, those three days had been quite a torture for me I guess=P Super glad when it all ended that night hehe! ^^ Hope I won’t ever nid to gofor any more orientations =X I know Im anti-social; I nid ppl to come talk to me first because Ireally dun have the courage to go talk to others first. But then, once you knowme well, I can start to talk a lot when I feel like it! =P

Okay then, blah blah blah, lectures started and everythingand the horror of JC started when PW was introduced into our lives. Oh well,many of my close friends alr know how much I detest PW, so I dun nid todescribe it down here anymore LOL. In fact, I guess everyone just hates it LOL.Just know that life would have been 100X better if PW didn’t even exist,seriously. =P But we pulled through nevertheless so HURRAY to everyone of us!xD

Okay, next. Hmmm actually, I feel that all these while, I’vebeen living a really aimless life everyday because I was practically muggingday and night which really seemed like I had no life. But I had to. That’s whyIm so glad that other than just plainly doing hw and revising during this holiday, I’ve been making gooduse of this holiday to do meaningful stuff for the past two weeks (though it’stiring)! =P That sort of satisfactionwhen you see the smiles on their faces! :D Plus, they’re simply too adorableand they really made my day every single day xD Next time, I’ll find astudent/childcare centre and be a part-time teacher down there! ^^ Everydaywill be so happy! :D

Ohhh and here’s something I want to share too! There aremany first times in life, and ever since I came to JC, I have had several firsttimes on certain stuff too!

1. First time holding a rifle- because of that CLAYSHOOTING that I totally had no idea what it was and yet I still signed up andwas so shocked to know that I had to hold a rifle and shoot at “clays” on thatday itself -.- Seriously, Im forever like this; dun even know what it was and Iactually followed my friends and signed up tgt LOL. Eventually I got the scareout of my life when I saw the rifle omg HAHA! Initially, I had tot that thisactivity was us holding onto clays and shoot something -.- oh gosh, how blurand stupid my thinking was LOL. Anyway, it was quite a scary experience for me=X I was totally at a loss when they told me that we’re going to hold riflesand shoot because I have never expected myself to hold a rifle in my whole life=.=

2. First time making scrapbooks! :D ahhhh yes, itwas on the same day as clay shooting which took place in school first. Omg,totally cool! I like!! :D But til nw, I haven’t completed that scrapbook yetlols! No time to complete Lshall take a pic of it when I finish it ^^ (dunno how long I’ll take though =P)

3. First time doing so many community services in ayear (be it SL project or CCA)
Okay, I can’t rmb alr LOL

So yeah, this year has been fartoo happening as compared to my secondary school life. Good or bad, I reallydunno. One thing Im sure of is that I really do miss my secondary school life :’(I miss it badly. At least in the past, I dun see ppl making use of other ppl(or perhaps there are but at the very least, we all know one another quite wellso it wasn’t really making use, more like doing a favour for them J ahhh idk how todescribe but no matter what, secondary school is still the best lah! xD) butthis year, I really dunno anymore. Im really poor at judging ppl seriously. Ireally hate how this society works whereby ppl make use of other ppl,especially making use of ppl to lie for them just for their own personalinterests.

Okay, so this sums up year 2011 (though not really the whole year yet)
I really hope that next year willbe better Johhhh and Christmas is round the corner!! :D shall buy some materials and startmaking xmas stuff for friends soon!! ^^ bb! :D

2011-12-05T20:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)
Saturday and Sunday had been really really great :) Really enjoyed myself :D

Saturday
Went out with Farren to somerset/orchard cos we wanted to buy presents for Chinbee's housewarming plus she wanted to go scape's flea market :) hehehe in the end, I bought a hoodie and another top, both at $5 each xD As for Farren, as usual, she always manages to buy tons of stuff when we go shopping. It's quite a miracle that I managed to buy stuff for myself on Saturday given the fact that everytime I go shopping with friends, I always go home empty-handed LOL. And throughout the shopping at the flea market, farren kept persuading me to buy this and that but I end up rejecting her all the way HAHA! This goes to show how difficult it is to get me to buy clothes because Im just too picky =P Dunno whether it's good or not because I get to save money but at the same time, if I really nid to buy clothes, I will take forever to get one -.- Ohhh and anyway, we decided to watch a movie at cineleisure too! Puss in Boots! :D Definitely hilarious and so cute!!! Puss looks really cute when it was young!! :D And that movie really made my day hehe! Kept laughing at most of the parts because they were just too funny =P Anyway, we went home at ard 6pm I think :) Great day! :D

Sunday
Met Farren at Sengkang MRT first but she made me wait for her for more than 30 mins!!! TSK TSK! But I shall forgive her lol! =P Anyway, Im too used to waiting for ppl alr and she knows it too tsk. -.- Okay, so after she reached, we immediately went to take LRT to Fernvale for Chinbee's housewarming! :D Thanks chinbee for inviting us!!! Totally had fun with 4A ppl agn :') Anyway, was so glad to see so many of them there!! ^^ After eating the buffet, we chit-chatted with the rest and even went up to the 27th storey of the block and the most amazing thing was we were able to see the 观景轮！But it was small though LOL. Anyway, Runan was the one who saw it and she informed us abt it and our expressions were all like "WOW!" or "OMG!!!" HAHAHA epic! I guess the funniest expression was Chinbee's! =P She lives there but she doesn't know that the top storey is able to see the 观景轮. HAHAHA! She totally jumped and went like "WOAHHHH!!!!" ahahahhaha!! Made all of us laugh like mad!! Then after that, we went back to chinbee's house agn and some played mahjong, some went into her room to chit-chat while Jeannie, Yanting, Farren and I were at the living room playing card games :D Jodi, Jaslyn and Junyuan joined at the beginning but decided to stop playing after a while. And I learnt how to play Bridge! But Im still quite noob at it cos I dun really understand what they meant by No Trump, etc. etc. haha! Then we played Monopoly Deal using Zongsheng's cards. Tengda joined us too! Guess what? I managed to WIN ONE ROUND!!! :D hehehehee!!! =P Ohhhh and then we took polaroids and pictures with the rest first before Farren and I left at ard 5+pm :) Yesterday was really awesome :) So happy to see my fellow 4AM classmates agn and it was considered quite a blast yesterday hehe :) Thanks a lot Chinbee! <3 :D

As for today, after CCA, went back to school to do hw with Jiawen! hehe was really productive today!!! so happy! :) hope everyday will be productive like today.

And, I shall post some pics before I end my post :)
Photo Credits: Chinbee and Farren :)

This was the presentation that I went for on Friday! :D

Jeannie. Michelle. Kokting. Chinbee. Me :)

<333

wheee~~ Group Photo! :D But then before that, some ppl left first :(

So far, my holiday has been really well-spent everyday :) I really hope for the remaining days, my holiday will continue to be that meaningful and fulfilling everyday! :D

2011-12-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO :)
Went to Michelle's presentation at NP today :) Had a really great night with Michelle, Jeannie, Chinbee and Kokting! :)) Feels great to be with them, really. At the same time, so many thoughts went through my mind, especially when we were chatting and telling one another abt the recent happenings of other close friends (or perhaps, sad to say, friends who used to be close to me :( ) It's like after listening to what they said about the happenings of certain friends, I realised how much all of us have changed. I suddenly feel that those friends whom I used to be close to seem to be so different alr (as described by michelle they all) that I find it quite hard to accept the change in them. Perhaps, it was me who has changed that made it hard for me to accept. I really dunno. The past just kept flashing back- those moments when we were still close and could talk about anything. But now, if I were to meet up with them, I guess I might not have much to talk abt to them anymore :( This, is reality.

Actually this has been on my mind for the past 4 years:

Yes, it's really sad when I think about how some of us used to be so close tgt but because of certain conflicts that took place last time that made the friendship among my friends to get so strained that even me, who wasn't supposed to be involved in it, started to drift away from one party. This is because somehow, I will be closer to a certain side then the other side who is having conflict with that side will somehow drift away from me too. Idk why every time when my friends are having friendship problems, I will somehow be dragged into it. Yes, since secondary 1 and I really mean it. It sucks seeing ur close friends having bad relationships and there you are, stuck in between and somehow, you are forced to make a choice on who you want to stick with. I really hate it. You know, every time when such things happen, I secretly hope that my friends will 看在我的份上 and forgive one another and be friends again. Yeah, as if that will happen, seriously. It's not as if I have such huge influence on them that they will be willing to be friends agn just for my sake LOL. But then, it's because we're all close friends that when conflicts take place, Im bound to be involved in it too -.- I can't possibly not care right?

Since sec 1, every year without fail, I will experience such things and so far, I guess none of the conflicts among my friends have been successfully resolved. It's really very disheartening to see all these happening zzz But what can I do? I tried whatever I could but to no avail. It really has drained me inside out that I really dun want to care anymore because eventually, all the efforts are useless.

Things change, people change. So much has changed over the years and I know it will never be the same agn. I just hope that I won't ever need to experience such friendship problems agn. It's disheartening to see ur close friends drifting away from one another just because of certain misunderstandings. I really dun see the point of letting a small misunderstanding to destroy a friendship and make other friends to get upset as well because in the end, everyone is going to suffer :(

People, please do cherish ur friendship well and clear up any misunderstandings asap if there are any. If not, in future when you look back at the past, you might regret not doing so earlier and losing that precious friendship. Nevertheless, Im still grateful for all my friends and will definitely treasure each and every friendship :)

2011-11-30T15:08:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)

Been really really busy lately and this whole week is seriously very packed that I hardly had time to rest, etc. Anyway, decided to come blogging now! :D Ohhhh and nevertheless, at least being busy is better than having nothing to do and idling about instead right? Quoted from Yanting xD Shall summarise what took place for the past few days! :)

Friday to Sunday

CHALET with family! :D hehehe it was fun fun fun! :D Been quite a while since I went for chalet with my family! So, we managed to go to both Escape Theme Park and Wild Wild Wet on Saturday. And and Saturday was actually the last day for the operation of Escape Theme Park. Thus, there was a "promotion" whereby for the price will be $10 for 2ppl! cheap or what?! :D Normally, one person is more than $10 and that day, it was so worth it like seriously! But sadly, it's closed down for further developments alr :( So hopefully, that place will be developed into sth better soon! Then in the afternoon, we went to wild wild wet and we went to play the "Ular-lah" more than 5 times I think! =P hehehee! so shuang!! The Ular-lah is whereby it's a huge life-buoy for max 6ppl to sit in and slide down the super long slide with water. Okay, I dun really know how to describe but it was really exciting! xD Ohhh and I broke the rule and ate ice-cream =X hehehe! I know I shouldn't eat cold stuff due to my flu, but then, it's the HOLIDAYS leh! At the very least, let me enjoy once right? :D Yummy!! xD And BBQ at night of course. Oh btw, actually Friday was nth much cos we went late so we only BBQ-ed on Friday night and Saturday night =P And we went back home on Sunday morning :) Though it was kind of short (to me), at least I had fun with my family yay!! :D I like chalets!! :))

Monday

CCA---> Movie with Huiping, Jieyi, Yokeling and Shuyi! :D 那些年，我们一起追的女孩！omg!! I must say it's a really great show!! Worth watching! And it's so touching!!! :'( Shuyi and I cried at the end. So sad eh!! Why the two of them cannot be tgt???? And the guy that 沈佳宜 married to isn't shuai at all!! -.- I even thought the guy was her father when they entered the room but it turned out to be her husband LOL! This shows how old that guy looks and doesn't suit her at all de lorh ._. SIAN TTM! Worst thing is the song came out during the flashback, etc. that made my tears rolling down non-stop! Make me so 激动 hahaha! Okay, so, this movie is really really nice!!! I give it A STAR! hehe! :D Totally awesome! :)

Ohhhh btw, let me talk about yesterday!! ^^ As we all know, Mnet was yesterday! From 4pm to 10pm! Though Im not a K-pop fan, the award ceremony was really great yst!! :D And basically, among so many bands, I only know 4 of them LOL! Beast, SNSD, SUJU, 2NE1. But then, I've never heard of 2NE1's songs before so yeah, not really supporting them yst! =P I was so excited yst when watching cos I really hoped that any 3 of them- Beast, SNSD, SUJU will win for any awards and it turned out that these 3 groups managed to clinch at least an award!!! :D hehe so happy while watching! But I really wanted Beast to win the Song of the Year award de leh! :( Fiction so nice, why didn't win arh? :( tsk. Okay, nvm, at least they did get an award after all so I should be glad too ^^

Then after cca on this Friday, Im going to NP to support Michelle for her presentation! :) Dun really know what it's about though hehe! Jeannie and Yanting will most probably be going too so YAY! :) Then saturday, there's cca ._. After which, meeting Farren to buy present for Chinbee's housewarming! :D

And then Sunday will be Chinbee's housewarming!! :)

Okay, so this whole week is really so packed!!!! I just hope that I can complete my hw asap!! Only started on Maths! :( And I think next week will be equally packed too :( Shall find time to meet up with the rest of my friends soon! (provided that I complete my hw first :( )

Shall end my post here! Hope everyone's holiday is spent meaningfully and happily! :)

2011-11-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

HELLO!
Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNIE!! Love you lots! :D (though i dun think u will be seeing this, still, I miss u!) Tablemates!! <3

Anyway, today was such a lonely day! T.T Yokeling, Liwen and Gouyue weren't in school today and this is the first time I've felt so lonely in school throughout so many years of education LOL! I really mean it ._. Guess I was kind of too quiet today as well, with nothing much to talk to other classmates =/ Plus, I felt really awkward =X But then, luckily, Joanne, Xinling, Xinlerk, Jiahui etc. all asked me to join them which made me felt better hehe =P And really want to thank them for making me feel welcome oso xD Hahaha! Okay, I sound like Im such a pitiful classmate down here =.= Actually is because I seldom hang out with them so I didn't have much to say but then they really treated me very well and also involved me in their conversations, which made me feel at ease :)) hehe so thanks a lot, really! :D
Anyway, tml is going to be the last day of school! Idk what to feel actually; sense of relief but at the same time, I totally dun look forward to next year =/ Plus, there are so many holiday hw -.- Oh well, actually I've already somehow got my holiday planned out alr though! =P So packed! Needs to catch up with studies, do holiday hw, catch up with friends, practise piano, revise theory, CCA, etc etc. I really wonder if 1 month is enough to complete so much things -.-
Oh yes, and I can't wait to watch 那些年，我们一起追的女孩!!! :D Everyone seems to be praising this movie and makes me feel so excited as well! wheeee~~ so going to watch it on Monday!! xD *excited*

Okay, shall end my post here! Hope tml ends in a good way! :) And and chalet tml! YAY! :D

2011-11-22T22:49:00.001+08:00

Just what is the right thing to do; I really dunno. Why is it that all of a sudden, just within these two weeks, so many things have to happen?! Everything just seems so confusing to me and it all seems unreal. But then, all these really did happen. Tell me what to do. This year seems to be full of downs all of a sudden; right from the beginning. Idk how to comprehend all at once. I just hope Year 2011 can at least end in a better way; at least give me a better ending all right?

2011-11-20T15:58:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)
This is going to be a super random post =P Anyway, I just want to list down what I nid to buy.

1. New School Bag (Im going to hunt for a blue and white one if I can! :D)
Gosh, this reminds me of how my bag broke in school that day after PW -.- Embarrassing max. zzz I seem to be forever doing embarrassing stuff, no matter where I am T.T And then oso, on that particular day when my bag broke, I rmb the next embarrassing thing I did was at the Circle Line MRT where I rushed like a mad woman with my broken bag as the train has arrived. But who knows, the moment I reached the platform, the door closed -.- And I literally screamed out =X omg... The thought of it really makes me feel so embarrassed LOL! Lucky people won't be able to recognise me hehe! Oh well, luck my friends can accept this side of me and willing to go out with me HAHAHA! Okay, maybe except Pamela! =P hahahaha! cos I just rmb last year whereby we went for the same tuition and one fine day, after tuition, I was the one who pressed the lift and the moment I pressed the button, the whole button thingy dropped halfway down omg LOL!!!! xD And from that day onwards, Pamela always says she doesnt want to go out with me cos she says I will embarrass her hehehe! =P Oh well, who cares right? =P Not my fault anyway, it was the person who installed the button who didn't check regularly what! xP I should be the victim! *coughs* Hahaha! But I know Pamela (if u are reading this) won't really do that to me hehehe! xD

2. Wallet
The exterior part of my wallet definitely looks fine but I think if one was to open it up, you'll be shocked by how torn and tattered the inside is HAHA! Looks can be deceiving indeed! hahaha! Okay, anyway, I just nid a new wallet soon! =P

Okay, actually I think that's about it! Nothing much actually hahaha! Oh yes, maybe I nid more clothes too! =P Shall go buy some clothes soon :D Oh btw, recently, Im so addicted to the song "那些年"! :D It's really so nice and touching! xD I just kept listening and listening to it =P Okay, maybe before I end this super random post, I'll post the pictures of a few of my favourite singers!!

English Singers

needless to say, the first one is Avril Lavigne! ^^ hehe really love her songs! :D

Taylor Swift! Her face always seems so flawless!!! xD

Chinese Singer (I'll just post one singer for this)

范玮琪! I've got no idea when I started liking her songs but somehow, she just became one of my favourite chinese singers! :D

Cantonese Singer

Obviously, it'll be Linda Chung! :DDD Super love her songs! ^^

Korean bands

Basically, I only listen to 3 korean bands' songs so I'll just post these three bands over here :D Actually the reason why I listen to Kpop is due to the influence by several friends hahaa! And if u want me to name the singers from these 3 bands, I can only name for u the singers in shinee and probably only Gikwang from B2ST LOL! The rest, I have no idea who they are though! =P Nevertheless, their songs all have different styles and Im fine with any of the songs! :D So, here you go:

Realised the spelling for "Girl's Generation" is WRONG HAHAHA!

As for Japanese songs, I seldom listen except for a few songs which I've got no idea who the singers are LOL! So, that's the end of this random post! Goodbye!! :D

2011-11-19T12:42:00.001+08:00

HELLO.
This week has been one of the worst weeks this year :( But let's not talk about those unhappy stuff down here. Anyway, on Thursday, I baked OREO CUPCAKES (actually considering the fact that I didn't put frosting on the cupcake, it shud be muffins instead LOL) :D Im really glad that my friends liked it because at least I did sth nice to make them happy :)

Okay, so, good things are meant to be shared so I'll share the recipe down here! ^^ Sorry I forgot to take note of which website I got this recipe from so I can't cite it >.< Sorry! Nevertheless, thanks a lot to that particular author who shared the recipe with people on the internet! :D Ohhh and I always make a little amendments to the recipes that I got hehe! =P But not really a lot of amendments though.

Okay, so here's the recipe(those in red are some of the amendments that I made =P):

Ingredients

Makes 12 (I managed to make 13 though hehe!)

150g butter
150g sugar (as usual, I put less sugar- around 120g)
Three medium size eggs
150g self raising flour
pinch of salt
1.5 packs of Oreo biscuits (I dun really understand what it meant by 1.5 packs, but I used 3 packets of the oreo; with 3 oreo biscuits in one packet those kind. So it means I used 9 oreo biscuits :D Btw, in the recipe, it didn't really state what to do with the oreo biscuits. Before u start, scrape out the cream of the oreo first then crush the biscuits tgt)

Buttercream icing (okay, as mentioned earlier, I didn't put frosting which meant I didn't try making the icing =P but if u want, can try too! but then considering the amount of icing sugar- 1kg (so much!!! >.<) needed, I would suggest better not LOL cos it seems too sweet for me. So I'd rather do without any frosting xD)

500g soft butter
1kg icing sugar

Method

Preheat the oven to 180c, middle shelf ready. Line a 12hole cupcake tray with cases. Cream together the butter and sugar until lightand fluffy. Then add the eggs one by one, beating together after eachaddition.

If at any time the mixture looks like it has curdledthen add a little bit of flour and beat it like mad until it looks uniformagain. To be honest, even if it looks a little curdled it does not reallyaffect the texture of the cupcake - it will still taste delicious. (actually, I dun really understand this part so maybe can just ignore it haha!)

Add the flour and mix, together with the salt, and thenfold in half a packet of the Oreos (crumble them up first).

In the oven

Divide the mixture between the 12 cupcake cases and thenbake for around 25 minutes (oven temperatures are often not very accurate andvary so much) or until they feel spongy and smell cooked. (as usual, I used my own instincts to determine how long to bake it LOL so I oso can't tell u how long I baked the cupcakes =X)

Once the cakes are cooked remove them from the oven andleave them to cool completely in the tin.

Icing

Once they are done, set them aside and start making thebuttercream. Cream together 500g of the soft butter and 1kg of icing sugaruntil it is light and fluffy. Then fold in half a packet of crumbled up Oreos.

Once the cakes are cool, plop a big spoonful of themixture on each cake then smooth it around with a knift until it is to yourliking.

It is quite hard to pipe the mixture onto the cupcakesbecause of the Oreo bits but if you have a piping nozzle big enough for theOreo bits to get through then it is worth a try. You can decorate the cakeswith a half an Oreo if desired.

Serve with a piping hot cup of tea.

All right, so as u can see, the way I bake stuff is mostly based on my own instincts LOL!! Anyway, glad that the cupcakes turned out great and Im able to share it with a few close JC classmates and some of my secondary friends :) Really hoped at least it did cheer them up somehow :)

Anyway, really enjoyed the lunch with Yokeling, Liwen and Gouyue yesterday :) Always get to laugh all the time with them x) Love them!!! :DDD YAY can't wait for our Kbox and Badminton outing! :D

Then at night, had dinner with Christine, Huiping, Zhihui, Yokeling, Jieyi and Angela!! cos shuyi last min got family dinner so can't join us. Great to see them agn :') Miss them lots!! Hope we'll go out tgt agn soon!!! ^^ And bon voyage to Zhihui who will be going to China next week for her CCA!! :)

Really love days with all these friends! :')

2011-11-14T19:07:00.001+08:00

HELLO :)

Feeling really unwell right now :( flu and sore throat. Worst is tml really nid go for recording for OP. zzz I'll try to sleep by 8+pm tonight; super tired + 惊吓过渡 :( So, anyway, went for 1132's class outing today. Today isn't my day seriously. Firstly, at the beginning, my bike already got problem cos the chain came out -.- Lucky it was at the beginning that I found out phew! If not more bad things are sure to happen x.x Really want to thank Weishan, Bryan, Gouyue, Liwen and Jessica who accompanied me back to the bicycle shop to change my bike :) THANKS! :D

Okay, so as I was saying, at the beginning was already like that and I started to have a feeling that today might not be that good eventually =X And, I was right. 今天是我死里逃生的日子。Til now, the scene just keeps flashing back omg :'( Super scary to think about it. I actually cycled across the road unknowingly and it was only when I banged into the curb or sth near the road that a few cars drove past ._. It was then I realised it was a road. It all happened in split seconds you know???? D: What's more, at the beginning, I already didn't have too much confidence in cycling and all that had to happen. Now, it's making me dun dare to cycle for quite some time I guess... :( So many thoughts came to my mind when I realised it was a road just now. All I can say is, I think Im really lucky to have 逃过一节. Almost lost my life omg ._. From now on, I will cherish my life even more and also people around me. Go for a class outing oso can have such things happening. I really nid to be more vigilant in future. Please dun ask me out to cycle for these few months. I think I nid some time to get over this... :(

Nevertheless, I guess there's still a good side to everything. At least today I really got some time to bond with some ppl (especially with Joanne xD), which I thought it was a good thing :) So, thanks to my classmates for this outing! :))

All right, shall end my post here and I realised my face got sunburnt -.- Hopefully the next post will be something much happier :)

2011-11-12T17:24:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)
Baked some cupcakes today! ^^ hehe cos I felt that I've been baking cookies too much and kind of "neglected" other types of goodies. hahaha so before OP, I had already searched online for some cupcakes recipes so decided to bake today! :D So, anyway, I baked vanilla cupcakes and chocolate cupcakes. But I felt that the chocolate ones didn't taste as nice as the vanilla ones so I just baked one batch of chocolate cupcakes, which wasn't a lot =P Today was the first time I baked cupcakes on my own quite successfully! (but I think it doesn't really taste sweet enough cos I didn't follow the recipe to put that amount of sugar and put less instead hehe =P cos I dun really like stuff that are too sweet =X )
Hopefully it does taste good to others :)

Here are some pictures! :D

Okay, please just ignore the chocolate ones LOL. Vanilla ones taste better (though doesn't really have the vanilla taste haha!)

Just remembered I should bake the cookies for Christine as promised a few weeks ago! Really glad that my friends like the cookies! Serves as a motivation for me ^^ Maybe next time, I can consider opening a shop for baking =P hahahaha JKJK! I have other ambitions actually; baking is just my interest x) Nevertheless, I'll continue to try baking new stuff in future! :D

That's all for today! Hope everyone is enjoying their weekends! :D wheeee finally I dun feel so stressed up like how I felt for the past few months! :)

2011-11-11T13:46:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :D
OP's OVER! Which means PW's OVER!! :DDD but then there's a bad thing that ruined my mood :( Got to know from Jiahui and Xinling that we still have to go back school on next Tuesday to record our OP once more for the moderators!!! :O What is this?! D: I still have my doubts towards what they told me because after all, they pranked me dunno how many times alr -.- LOL. So I kept insisting that I dun believe them when they called to tell me just nw after OP had ended. But they oso kept insisting that they're not kidding me! Oh gosh, now Im starting to believe their words alr >.< I'd rather they were kidding me! I mean, it's like I finally can get rid of PW and now u're telling me we still have to record down for the moderators? D: Then why didn't the moderators record it down just nw =.= 害我白开心一场 :( Sian ttm. I really hope it's just a joke eh! If not, wouldn't it mean we're having 2 OP sessions?! x.x AHHH!!! I dun want to go through that agn! So scary! Please please let it be a joke and sms me to tell me they're just kidding me >.<

Okay, nevertheless, today was all right! ^^ SO HURRAY! And though I didn't hit the jackpot of the kolb's cycle qn, Im so so so glad that they asked me abt Hi-5 cos I was once a fan of Hi-5 when I was young hehehe! =P So even though among the 30+qns that I prepared for Q&A didnt come out for me, Im still glad that qn came out YAY! :D And today, our group did a great job so WELL DONE NY162! :D Over these 10 months of preparation, a lot of things really took place, like certain conflicts between us and him and it was really unbearable and made us angry whenever we had PW. But oh well, I guess we all have high levels of tolerance after all teehee (until dry runs when we started trashing things out oops! =P) Anyway, I felt super super super relieved and happy in my heart when my turn for Q&A was over because at that moment, it already felt like OP had ended (though still left with xinling lols) xD No matter what, I know we've done our best and nw we can only see how the assessors and moderators will view our OP >.<

Okay, so lastly, I still want to thank my grp mates (except you-know-who) for all their efforts all these while. Though sometimes, things really went haywire, Im still glad that we have finally managed to end off our PW by giving our utmost for OP today! ^^ So THANK YOU! :D Shall end off with a pic of me, Gouyue, Xinling and Jiahui! :)

Xin Ling, Gouyue, Me, Jia Hui :)

2011-11-10T12:10:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:

It's OP tml!!! 11.11.11 and the session ends at 11am! when will we encounter such date and timing agn? xD I will do my very best on this special day!!! No matter what, NY162 can do it!!! Good luck to my grp members, myself and other friends! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :D

All right, things to take note of tml:

1. Speak LOUDER (*prays hard it won't rain tml*)

2. Seat properly when grp members are presenting

3. Stay calm

4. Dun fidget

5. EYE CONTACT!

6. SMILE :DDD

7. Dun rush when presenting

8. Thank the assessor before answering the question (mannerism is impt!)

9. Dun drag feet when walking back to seat after presenting

Okay, I think that's about it! Really hope tml will be a success! After all, it's 10 months of efforts that we're talking about! Most importantly, I must STAY CALM! All right, shall end this post here. ALL THE BEST to everyone and myself!!! WE CAN DO IT! :D

2011-11-08T21:29:00.002+08:00

For today, just let me air out my grievances for once, just once will do because I can't stand it anymore :(

You know, whenever I hear people saying that they are or seeing people having super good relationships with their PW group mates, I feel kind of envious :( It's not that the relationship that I have with my grp mates is really that bad. It's just that throughout these 10 months, I feel so demoralised by certain actions, comments, etc. that really made me unhappy :( Okay, maybe our relationship with HIM is really bad cos we seriously cannot stand him (but I kind of dun regard him in my grp anyway -.- so I dun really care abt his presence in our grp. sorry that I sound mean here but he never fails to piss us off and he even scolded us today! psch!) Anyway, it's already bad enough to have this kind of grp mate but then it's also because of him that made the four of us to unite tgt in this sense LOL.

Oh well, anyway, what I want to say is from time to time, PW allowed me to see the true colours of certain people. As the saying goes "日久见人心" how true! PW has always been the source of my unhappiness since the start of the year. I've never had so much to complain about before in my entire life; makes me often wonder what has become of my life ever since I entered JC; like why have I become like that :( School should be fun and worth anticipating but I totally dun feel it as long as PW is still part of our concern. And group work should be about team spirit but what I feel throughout is nothing but a facade. I dun deny the fact that sometimes, I myself is just putting on a mask in front of them. But then a teacher once said before that there's nothing wrong with us, human beings, putting on masks because only then can we protect ourselves and there's clearly nothing wrong with trying to protect ourselves! So I guess sometimes, it's all right to do so because after all, if we don't, there's no one else to protect ourselves and it's kind of a way to survive in such a society right?

Okay, back to what I wanted to talk about. Basically, all these while, I feel just like a puppet only. It's really sad to be in a group when all the time, I feel nothing but a puppet. That kind of feeling just makes me feel sad :( I really dunno how to describe such feelings and no matter how hard I try to tell myself that it's not that way, I can't help but feel sad and angry at times.

Perhaps the only thing that made JC life such a dreary thing is really PW. But no matter what, after OP ends on Friday, I will do my best to make myself to be truly happy again when I go to school like how I used to be in Secondary School. And, I want to thank my friends who have been encouraging me all these while!! :) Greatly appreciated! ^^

After all, life is short. I musn't let such people affect my mood too much. I will be happy :D

Okay, feels so better now after typing my feelings out :)

2011-11-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:
Shall post first before I continue with the OP questions preparations =P Anyway, Im so glad that PW is going to end soon (this Friday oh yeah!!!) because throughout these 10months of PW, it has really been so torturous and I seriously hate it. Worse thing is that if Im not wrong, we've been spending our Sundays for a month doing PW in school. Really hate how I have to sacrifice time on a Sunday to do PW and not able to spend it with family, etc. :( And and everytime we have to print stuff for PW, my heart just aches cos the amount of papers used is seriously A LOT and I will feel stressed too cos Im afraid that I will print wrong stuff, etc. :( I just printed out the OP ppt slides and it really wasted a lot of my ink and papers given the fact that I printed some wrongly and had to re-print x.x sian ttm when I see how much paper is being wasted. And the colour of the slides itself is scary enough already (though we dun nid to print in colour, it's still sad to see so much black ink being printed out). Oh well, lucky I get to claim some money back from you-know-who LOL! If not, I seriously think it's unfair that the four of us have been doing so much for PW yet he didn't. At the very least, he should contribute something too (so, it's fair that he contributes it in monetary form yeah). Anyway, the amount of money that he pays cannot be compared to the amount of effort that we've put in for the 10months lorh, so theoretically, it's definitely all right to claim money from him, so I dun care bleah! =P

All right, Im just glad that I no longer have to spend my sundays in school for PW! :D Shall celebrate with friends once OP ends YAY! ^^ Right now, I'll take good care of my throat for these few days and do my best for OP. We can do this!!! JIAYOU everyone, the torture will end soon!!! :)
Shall end off with a pic of baby pooh and friends! :)

Good Luck to all my friends having OP! :)

2011-11-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

HELLO! :)
A picture speaks a thousand words; I'll post some pictures first! :) Photo Credits: Farren :D

Table Mates Outing <3 4November2011

Farren and I- oops, realised Jeannie's in the background hahaha! =P

Farren, Jeannie!!! :) hehe, now sihui, michelle and zhiyu are all in the background =P

Dinner at Pastamania xD Yanting, Farren, Jeannie, Zhiyu and Michelle! <3

Group photo! :)

Great day yesterday with table mates! xD But sad that yanling and serlin couldn't join us, if not it would really be a full table mates outing already!!! >.< All right, nevertheless, had fun with the six of them! :) Thanks for the fun yesterday; really love all of them! Meet up soon again! <3 :)

2011-11-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Sorry that Im such a failed group leader :( I should have been more adamant about my stand in the first place and not being a puppet all the time. Im partly at fault for all that has happened too :(

2011-10-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

So tired right now :( Recently really tired and if Jiahui didn't post on fb, I wouldn't know that we actually did 12hours of PW today LOL! Too tired to even take note of the time taken for PW. I only know we've been doing it for the whole of today. Anyway, had our first dry run today. I think it was rather screwed up, especially at the Q&A part :( Nervousness really kills. And teacher actually said that I was soft. Seriously??! I really tot I was already very loud! How come they say soft???? :( I really got voice out already eh... wonder how loud they want it to be ._. And got to memorise the script by Monday. Gosh, I really dun think I have the stamina to go on for so long; super super drained out. My brain wasn't even working well today. Blur like dunno what >:(

Only two words to describe my current state: WORN OUT.

Life is like Coffee Movie

2011-10-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO :)

Today, Im going to share a video that weng lao shi posted on fb :) It's really inspiring and so so so true. Do really watch it- press "Life is like coffee movie" below! :D won't regret! :)

Life is like Coffee Movie: Do you know people that just seem to be happier in general? Do you say to yourself, "I want to be more like them"? Often, the happiest people in the world don't have the best of everything...they just make the best of everything!

2011-10-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Today has been an emotional day; I feel upset every time I fail to comfort a sad friend/ friends... Feels very fail every time such things happen. But what I want to say to my friends is that, though I may not be good at words in comforting people, I can always be a good listening ear and can provide a shoulder anytime anywhere. Anyway, had a great time with yokeling, liwen and gouyue :) Thank you for accommodating me to eat Yoshinoya because I was sick =/ Really really thanks! :) *so touched!* xD

Okay, anyway, results back and I've got no comments abt it except for econs. I think Im really not cut out for econs- went for consultations, studied for 1+month, but results came back still like that. Maybe right from the beginning, I really made the wrong choice. But what's done cannot be undone; I can only consider whether I shud drop or not. I seriously dunno how, maybe dropping would be better... What's more, right from the beginning, I already knew choosing the JC path would not be easy but it just didn't occur to me that it would be that tough.

And going to JC really allowed me to see the ugly side of human nature. It's scary. I never knew things would be like that. The people in the society are too practical. As the saying in Chinese goes “人之初、性本善” I still believe in it but I guess it is the cruelty of society that made us who we are as we grow up slowly. People become practical, selfish, self-centred, etc. Guess it's because it is the only way to survive in this harsh society? Oh well, at least it lets me know who I can trust and who I can't and be more vigilant in the future. And all along, I've been telling myself that life would be better if I try to find the good in everyone but guess I was wrong. Sometimes, it's just difficult to see the good in someone when all these while, whatever they do, it's just... annoying and irritating... I know I've changed a lot this year; complaining abt this and that every now and then which I seldom do so in the past... I dun like this change in me too but sometimes, I really think that there's a limit to everything. I cannot possibly be giving in all the time. The reason why I dun scold or say ppl before them is because having conflicts won't do any party good (especially when doing group work), not because Im a weakling. I just hope to get things done peacefully, not through any conflicts or what. This is the main reason why I really dun like doing grp work; so tough. So tough that I sometimes feel like giving up. I admit that at times, I do complain certain ppl to friends =P cos sometimes, I just can't stand it anymore. Nevertheless, I'll try to improve on that :)

Actually the only thing that Im happy to be in JC is that other than being in the same class as Yokeling (which im really really grateful for), I made two more close friends-Liwen and Gouyue :) Life has been fair and I really appreciate it. I'd rather have just one or a few true friends than have a whole bunch of fake ones. At least I know who my true friends are, seriously :) I really am thankful because I never expected to get to find any close friends in JC but I did :D The only thing that I really really do miss nw is 4A. No matter how complicated things were in the past, at least most of us were really united and there wasn't any scary competition among us. We helped one another when we could; we laughed genuinely with one another and we made fun of one another without anyone feeling offended or what. No one seemed intimidating or what. At least, everyone was being their real self. But now, I can no longer find that kind of happiness that I used to have when in secondary school. No more. It's just sad that I can no longer feel a sense of belonging like in the past anymore. Okay, I should have expected that right from the beginning that things will not longer be the same. It's really time to accept the truth that I can no longer go back to the past.

Okay, so sorry for this long post but I really realised a lot of things recently, especially today- 感触良多
I just hope to get through all these.

2011-10-24T00:06:00.002+08:00

Finally going to print out WR now after checking and aligning it to left-hand margin of 1.25" -_- can't believe we actually went to school from 1pm to 9pm on a SUNDAY to do PW -.- plus, nw at home, checking and re-checking; sums up to ard 10hours I believe ._. It's horrendous. Seriously, no words can describe my hatred towards PW. And I seriously dun even know how to align it to left-hand margin 1.25" and had to google, ask friends on msn, etc etc. Seriously, I hope I didnt align wrongly or sth since Im the one printing it out haix. sian ttm. Really can't wait for PW to get out of my life asap.

2011-10-21T20:44:00.001+08:00

die die die. Idk how to start OP script and ppt slides ._. die lerh larh and WR nid major changes; feeling so screwed and stressed nw; last min then we know our WR nid major changes; today and weekends all have to be dedicated to PW alr :( so mentally and physically drained... let me hang in there please...

2011-10-19T20:35:00.001+08:00

Today was quite lame but then come to think of it, it was tiring too because we did PW for almost the whole day. Supposedly, my lesson only started at 2pm but because of morning assembly, I had to reach sch at 7.30am. Oh well, at least I can utilise my time well by waking up early and makes my day longer which is a good thing (: And indeed, we did PW for almost the whole day which was rather tiring; i mean my eyes because we had to keep looking at the computer screen for such long hours and nw Im here using comp agn ._. PW really can increase the degree of my eyesight lorh -_- Anyway, great news is that WR is almost completed!!! :D And we can soon move on to OP slides, which I believe we can start tml (: I promise Im so going to bake goodies for my PW grp mates (except you-know-who; think I'll treat him? like real -.-) once OP ends ^^ and of course some other classmates :) Less than one more month left to OP; we got to hang in there!!! I believe we can!!! JIAYOU to everyone!! :)

Anyway, went back to NCHS with peixin after that and I think we're super lucky that the noodles stall was still opened and I got to eat agn! ^^ YAY! :D yummy! ^^ But I had to go home early cos I rmb that I nid to finalise WR draft =/ So sorry to yokeling that I left first! So anyway, recently has really been tiring because PW just drains us mentally and physically that I can feel my eyelids getting heavy all the time during PW discussion sighhhh... Nevertheless, it's already the last lap and I will definitely put in my 100% effort into it. Okay, got to go finalise the WR nw! BB!

This has happened more than once already; so disappointed.

2011-10-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

HELLO! (:

Just a short post before I go to lalaland =P Anyway, today was a good day! (: Hope this week will be as good as today too. Anyway, I saw Yanting on the bus, chatted with Farren on fb and Christine on msn! :D Been really long since I have had a long chat with them! ^^ And obviously, I was side-tracking from doing pw too! =P But it was a good way of relieving stress xD and I've completed my part nw! haha! so YAY! :D Anyway, Im just glad to be able to catch up with friends whom I've not been able to talk to for so long! That kind of feeling is really great (:
Anyway, I want to bake soon! (: Hopefully within these two weeks! And it really feels great when family and friends like to eat the stuff that I bake- a sense of accomplishment and it motivates me to try baking different types of goodies! ^^ Shall bake with friends soon! :D Totally can't wait yay!

That's all for today I guess. Goodbye and goodnight! :) Long week ahead!

2011-10-15T21:52:00.001+08:00

HELLO.

These few days have been kind of happening for me. Anyway, on Wednesday, went to Seoul Garden with Yokeling, Shuyi, Gouyue, Liwen and Weinie! :D It was my second time eating at seoul garden and to think it would be at compass point! :D Recently, there are several renovations taking place at cp and KOI is opening in cp soon!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD omg omg! I wonder what will happen to cupwalker though =/ Anyway, actually the opening of KOI doesn't really concern me since I can't really drink cold stuff that often now due to my horrible flu :( Nevertheless, at least it is more convenient to buy KOI if I want to(just not that often)! ^^ Okay, back to seoul garden. So, i totally have got no idea if I've eaten the Szechuan Chicken the first time I ate at seoul garden (i think i didn't) because it's my first time to like eating chicken so much! And i ate quite a lot that day. Anyway, for someone like me who doesn't like eating chicken and yet I could eat so much that day, it means that the chicken is really yummy! A must try! :D And sad to say, I didn't heed my doctor's advice and still ate ice-cream and ice-kachang -.- Okay, I admit it would be my fault now if I dun get well from this flu since I just can't resist the temptation of the ice-cream and ice-kachang. I think I really nid ppl to stop me from consuming cold stuff if not I won't stop myself =X Anyway, ate for quite some time down there before heading down to Time Zone to play. Okay, actually i didnt play lah but it was quite enjoyable to see the three of them playing the basketball thingy and two other games ^^ I feel excited for them as well LOL!!! And then we walked for quite long in Best Denki (is it arh? oh my, i forgot LOL!) and looked ard. After which, gouyue, liwen and weinie left and then we went back to NCHS. Not much to help actually but I did get to chat with 4A ppl! ^^ And eventually went home at 10+pm =P

Hmmm then Thursday was "walk for rice" and I walked a total of 7.5km! :D A great achievement indeed! It was really really tiring and I was already half-dead when we have already walked 2/3 of it. Totally no energy to talk, etc. =/ And throughout the walk, I could already feel my head spinning and was having a bad headache that day actually :( But on the bright side, it was for a good cause!!! ^^ It always feels great to get to help the less fortunate! :) And despite feeling tired, I feel happy to get to donate 7.5kg of rice! HURRAY! :D
Then went back to NCHS with yokeling cos she needed to get the song sheet from Ms Yong for the musical and I had to leave early cos I had piano lesson plus I havent finish my theory that day :( That day was seriously tiring ttm. And at night, it was GPP agn. It's a miracle im still alive after that day LOL! JK! And two msgs via sms and fb (both are the same msg just becos I didnt reply the sms -.-) totally ruined my mood. Sigh. At times like this, I seriously feel like banging the wall and get some sort of amnesia then forget abt all these stupid stuff.

Friday: Worst day of my week. Had to give an announcement to ard hundred of ppl (I believe) in LT2. First time giving announcement and you have no idea how nervous or scared I was. Oh well, some ppl may think it's an easy thing but everyone's different! For me, it was a total challenge cos I've never done such things before, esp in front of so many ppl! I couldn't even listen properly during the OP lecture =/ The thought of announcing sth to so many ppl just made me nervous; esp since im not even part of the EXCOS in interact club and im given such a task... Though I know usually during such announcements, ppl won't go and take much notice of what is being said, it's still scary to know that everyone is looking at you- plus im not one who likes such attention =X Oh well, I was really glad when it was all over. Scary ttm! ._. Then still had to do some touch-ups on who took the form etc etc. And had to rush to print GPP out and it was at the end of the day when I left school did I realise I had totally forgotten to hand in GPP! WTH! Was really angry with myself that day. So screwed for every single thing that day and my mood was really really ruined cos I forgot to tell mr loke abt the consultation too which in the end, Jiahui helped to remind Mr Loke and I didn't hand in the GPP draft on time which we had set the day to be. ARGH! Didn't know what happened to me that day; definitely wasn't in the best mood that day. And didn't really have the appetite to eat that day :( so kind of skipped lunch and dinner; with only the blueberry tart which liwen helped me buy and the green tea with pearl that I bought at cp with Christine and Huiping in my stomach that day. So yeah, went back to NCHS agn on Friday with Christine, Huiping, Shuyi and Angela. Once agn, we chatted more than helping cos nobody needed our help ._. plus I couldn't help much given the fact that that day was Science day. Then reached home at ard 9.30pm. Oh well, at least my day ended well with the relationship module and the chats that I had with them. (: And thanks liwen for helping me buy blueberry tart! ^^ It was my only craving that day LOL! =P

As for today, I had dinner at Nihon Mura with my family! :D SUSHI!!! :DDD hehe my all-time favourite! ^^ Very full after the dinner. Oh and I continued with the HK drama Twilight Investigation!! :D Once agn, got Linda Chung! :) And im still pondering on whether to continue with Can't buy me love or re-watch it -_- Nvm, I shall finish the current drama first then decide ^^
But the bad thing is after looking at the Econs Promos Answer Scheme, my heart practically sank. No words can describe how disappointed I was because I didn't write down those stuff mentioned in the answer scheme... I know Im going to fail it again... :( Really really really upset and disappointed with myself. I pray hard that I won't be too upset on Wednesday =/

As for now, I really have to go do my I&R already!!! Been procrastinating to do it since pre-promos period =P So, BYE! I really hope next week will be better.

2011-10-10T20:03:00.001+08:00

HELLO! :)

Success is not final. Failure is not fatal. It is the courage to move on that counts.

-Sir Winston Churchill
Saw this quote a few weeks ago while waiting for MRT at purple line. Super inspiring (:

Anyway, promos are officially over for me (: Hmmm... actually when it ended just now, I didnt really feel happy; it was just a tinge of relief, that's all. I think it's cos part of me was worrying about my results and the other part of me was so immune and tired that I felt nothing =.= I know I shouldn't be thinking about it now that it's over but I just can't help it too =P Nevertheless, this time round, I know I really did my best for I started preparing 1+month before Promos started which is a great achievement for me (: The only thing that I regret is not spending more time for history because I felt that I didnt do my best for History last Friday and I was kind of unprepared for it :( And actually, I think I'll fail econs again. Oh well, what's new? The worst case scenario will be to drop my econs to H1 alr :( Im already prepared for it haix. If I really fail econs this time round, it only proves that Im really not cut out for econs. Anyway, my ultimate goal is to get promoted to J2!!! I hope I will get promoted!!! Okay, shall stop talking about promos already. Anyway, this post is going to be super long and Im finally changing my blogskin after 1+ years! ^^ This current skin is actually a combination of two different skins de codes cos I edited the background, the above image and added a quote xD YAY! ^^ Love this blogskin a lot plus it's blueeeee! :D And had a haircut just now; it's so much thinner nw and difficult to tie it up ._. Nevertheless, it's a fresh start after promos xD

Anyway, let's side-track back to Teacher's Day celebration. Went back to NCHS on the day that NYJC celebrated but because NYJC very special- celebrate on the day which no other schools were celebrating, we managed to eat the 馃条 (like finally!!! xD ) and chit-chatted with weng lao shi for 1+hour. Feel so lucky!! =P

BEST 馃条 ever! :D

Not forgetting cheese toufu!!! :DDD

It's only $1.50 and we can get such a huge bowl of 馃条 (but cheese toufu need to pay extra money) that can keep us full!! ;D definitely worth it! ^^

Anyway, this was what was like in my room for that 1+month while I was preparing for promos x.x Seriously need an extra table to put all my books, etc.just to prepare for exam ._.

Anyway, yesterday went to cousin's house because it was my niece's 1st month old thingy! :D She's so cute!!! Too bad we had to leave early cos my sis and I had exams =.= Nvm, got a pic of my niece from my cousin ^^

1-month-old Chloe! :)

Okay, I shall list out my Post-promos list!! :DDD

1. PW =.= I definitely dun want this in my list but there's nothing I can do about it right? ._.

2. Write chinese calligraphy!!! (it's been a year plus since I've written. kind of miss it =P )

3. Piano!

4. Tidy up my room (to be specific, table)

5. Bake cookies and many many yummy stuff!! (hopefully it does turn out yummy xD) And I will use the cookie cutter from Gouyue & Liwen okay! xD

6. Borrow books/ novels! It's been so long since I get to enjoy the luxury of reading good books! (definitely not referring to textbooks -.-)

7. Finish up my scrapbook!!! Hope the end product will be pretty! ^^

8. Exercise, exercise and more exercise! I should go jogging or swimming soon; been sitting down all these while to study- unhealthy ttm!

9. Watch HONGKONG DRAMAS!!! OH YEAHHHH!!! WHEEEE!!~~ xDDD

10. Seoul Garden this coming wednesday with yokeling, gouyue, liwen, shuyi and maybe weinie!! ^^

11. West Coast Park with Farren, yanting, jeannie, michelle and maybe some other 4A ppl soon! :D

12. Steamboat, IKEA and maybe do some lame stuff with the 7 of them soon!! xD

13. Not forgetting going back to NCHS for night study on certain days starting from this week oh yeah! =D I bet I go there also end up doing my own stuff rather than teaching juniors =P hahaha actually I've got no idea how I can help them but still hope will be of some help x)

14. Okay, lastly, I still got to continue to study hard in JC. After all, all play and no work makes Jack a dull boy. So I cannot possibly treat it like it's really going to be a holiday for me yeah.

Okay, Im so happy that I've already laid out so many plans!! xD Good good, at least Im utilising my time well ^^ All right, last but not least, I shall post a pic of my favourite Hong Kong actress Linda Chung! :D Not only can she act well, her cantonese songs are really great!! Really like her songs!!!! :DDD

And, I want to thank my family and friends for constantly encouraging and motivating me to work hard during this period of time! :D Really thanks a lot! ^^ And special thanks to Christine for constantly sending me jokes to relieve my level of stress! xD

That's all for today! Goodbye! :D

2011-09-03T18:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO! (:
Been so long since I posted but anyway, been really busy these days and I HATE PW! That's the only grievance I have now actually. Eh wait no. Still got promos LOL. yeah, busy with preparations for promos too x.x Ahhh hope everything pass asap! =P Nevertheless, Im still grateful to have a group of really really awesome friends to keep me going; always encouraging and motivating me along the way. Really thankful :)

Anyway, yst was 1132 NE trip. Hmmm still okay, quite interesting actually plus i didnt noe there was going to be a device for us to use during the trip! :P Anyway, after the trip, had lunch with Yokeling, Liwen and Gouyue at Just Acia (is it spelled like that?) And I can't believe we sat there for so long!!! Chit-chatted and laughed like some crazy people as if the whole place is owned by us =P Had lots of fun with them! :D hehe great day spent :) And thanks 1132 for the cake :)

As for today, I was really really surprised! Didn't know the lunch with them today was going to be a surprise birthday celebration for me, yokeling and zhihui =P And Im really really touched by them, really :) So, Christine, Huiping, Michelle, Shuyi, Jieyi and Angela had planned this for us; so touched! xD Anyway, im really really happy to see michelle!!!!! xDDD So, there were birthday cake and presents for us :) Really appreciate what they have done :) The best gift is actually to have them as my friends; that's the most precious gift ever :) And and Im super super touched by the video made by Christine and Huiping :') So sweet!! and it must have taken up a lot of their time!! Thanks so much :) And Im so going to wear the watch from Angela, Jieyi and Shuyi! Thank you! :D

Photos!

Zhihui! :D

Yokeling! :D

Christine and Huiping! :D

Jieyi and Yokeling! :D

All blue! hehehe! =P

Didnt get to put michelle's, shuyi's and angela's photos here cos didnt get to take a proper one >.< Nvm, there will always be other times! :)

Lastly,

Friends For Life! <3 :)

Edited

initially i changed the pic on my blog but i realised i missed out sth; so i put the baby pooh pic back -.- okay, nvm, i lazy edit alr, so wait til after promos then i make a brand new skin for my blog :D

2011-08-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:
Shall blog before starting on my hw. Anyway, for the past few days, the flu came agn... Everytime I have flu, I seriously feel like dying and I really mean it. Many always wonder why I always bring so many packets of tissue to school; not because im kiasu or what, but the main reason is because idk when the flu might come!! It may come anytime, anywhere and ranges from minor to really serious one whereby I can really sneeze for the whole day. You dunno how tough it is. I seriously hate how weak my immune system is and I know people keep telling me to go see doctor. I went to several doctors before- chinese and western ones, but it only served to treat my flu temporarily. The last doctor I went to told me that I need to consume medicines for ard 1-2 years and that day when I read the newspaper, it said the same thing. But seriously, since last year, I've been consuming so much medicines that I seriously feel like puking at the thought of it. It's really very very 辛苦 everytime I have flu and it's definitely not easy to have to handle school work and everything when having flu at the same time. This time round, after promos, Im really going to consult a specialist about it alr. I dun want to drag it for too long and worse still, what if need undergo operation like what was mentioned in the newspaper? :( I really dun want that to happen. noooooo please. Utterly demoralised. Who knows, I might sneeze again some day later?

I just want to get well soon :'(

Anyway, let me recap on what happened a few weeks back :)

10August2011- SL PROJECT! :)

Actually, Im not going to type out everything; just going to say how I feel about the whole project. I thought it was really awesome that day because everyone really did enjoy themselves and of course, the most rewarding thing was to be able to see the smiles on every single children's faces!! :DDD That's the thing Im happiest about because even though it was only for a day, we managed to bring happiness to them. 所谓：不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有:) At least the children were really elated when they were with us. And the thing Im most proud of was that one of the children, who was my partner, Stella, kept on clinging on to me and she even hugged me :DDD The best part was when she said she liked me :') Awwww I was so touched when I heard that! Children are really innocent little angels who will just say out what they feel and there isn't any pretence in them! CUTE! &amp;lt;3 and I really like my little partner too x) So I took a picture with her but I cant post it here or anywhere cos we're not allowed to unless we got permission from their family members which I didn't get any =.= Anyway, what I want to say is, though children can be really irritating or noisy at times, their actions really tell a lot about them because they are just being them and that's already the best part of them :) And a big thanks to gouyue for the whole project :D Thank you! :) It was really meaningful and I totally enjoyed myself that day; seeing the smiles on the children totally erased all my troubles and unhappiness :)

And, that day was Gouyue's birthday too! :D So, Happy Birthday! (belated one =P)

14August2011

It was Jieyi's birthday and we went out to celebrate her birthday! :DDD Happy Birthday once again too! (belated one oso =P) Hope she really enjoyed herself x)

Free ice-cream at swensens for birthday girl! :D YAY! xD

That's all for today. Goodbye! :)

2011-08-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (:
Great days for the past two days x) Finally got the chance to spend time with secondary school friends!!! And Im so happy because I managed to keep my promise x) Today was NCHS Shines in Harmony and it was totally awesome catching up with all of them :) This is what I call happiness and life's simple pleasures :D All right, shall not elaborate so much but I shall post some pictures; actually I've uploaded all on fb alr.

I totally love our 4AM badge!!!!!!!! cute ttm!!!! <3 :D "we're mugging at 4A.M." xDDD Hardworking class hah! =P

Polaroids!!!! First time taking it. so cool!!! :D

NCYM badge!!! :DDD Teach. Serve. Learn x)

Ahhhh my NCYM card!!! YAY! :D Nw i can go back to nchs as and when i like x)

德智体群美 :)

诚毅- sincerity and perseverance :) I believe it'll bring me far (:

Huiping.Me.Jieyi.Shuyi.Yokeling :) not all are here though x.x

I really wish everyday was this happy and simple just like how it used to be. But I know it's difficult. I just hope that JC life ends quickly because you've got no idea how much I detest such life. JC is where I meet different kinds of ppl and I dunno and dun wish to know who is being real or who is not cos such things are so tiring. I just want to live my life more happily from now on :) I know our bonds will continue to remain as strong :)

<3 NCHS :)

2011-07-29T19:38:00.009+08:00

HELLO (:
Shall blog before I have my dinner and do hw later :) Anyway, I reached school at 6.50am today! =P Because I coincidentally saw my neighbour who was going to send his son to school, so he offered to drive me to school too! :P hehe! It's been so long since I reached school that early and it really brought back so many memories to me again >.<

1. I miss how my dad used to drive me to school everyday since sec 1 and therefore I was always able to reach school at 6.40am daily LOL! (I know it's early but there are students who were even earlier than me! =P But I really miss reaching school early! Idk why but that feeling of reaching school early is great for me haha!) But then now, I dun get the luxury anymore cos my dad needs to drive my sis to school too, especially since my school timetable is like not regular one! -.- But oh well, in the past, I always pester my dad to let me go school by myself but now, I miss being sent to school by my dad; contradictory.

2. I miss reaching school early and sit at the chess tables with classmates and chit chat about tons of random or lame stuff or even doing hw (unfinished hw HAHAHA!) tgt! And then after which, we would go to the parade square and have assembly. Weirdly, I miss how we have to go through uniform and socks spot-checking by the teachers every morning after assembly. It's like Im so used to it already that without this system in JC, I kind of feel weird =/ miss those times like mad

3. I miss us talking to one another during morning assemblies and not listening to the speaker in front (oops! =P) And then after that, we would start asking one another what the speaker just said over the microphone LOL! Consequence of talking when someone is speaking =P

4. I miss Jeannie and Yanling as my table partners :( They bring so much joy to my sec 4 life :')

5. I miss the seating arrangement of the eight of us: Yanling, Me, Jeannie, Zhiyu, Farren, Klaryce, Serlin, Yanting. I think we were one of the noisiest group in class during sec 4 cos we simply had too much things to play and talk about already! :D It's because of them that Im happy everyday! miss them X infinity

6. And yes, I definitely miss playing banana cheesecake with the seven of them as mentioned above! ^^ Not forgetting, gossiping muahahahaha! =P

7. I miss playing Language Game with the seven of them too! xDDD I'll always laugh when Im reminded of Serlin's expression when she speaks English on Chinese Days! =P

8. I miss 翁老师 (miss ong) 's lessons, especially PC periods; always get enlightened during her lessons and she's the only teacher who really understands us more than any other teachers :')

9. I miss Mr Rahim's history lesson because he's really a super super good and nice teacher!! Lets us eat during lessons and never gets angry and he always tells us his stories!!! Best History Teacher ever!!!! Such a huge contrast when compared to JC's history lesson =/

10. I miss having history lessons with Farren, Yokeling, Michelle, Yanling, Zhiyu, Chinbee, Esther, Dorisa, Jianing, Amanda Jane, Xuron, Vivian Tan and 4B peeps!!!!! Strong sense of identity down there because even though we're a small class, I had fun during lessons with them. and I miss eating rock candies especially during history lessons and passing around, sharing with one another x)

11. I miss Ms Oh's Physics lesson; without her, I think I won't be able to get an A for physics already. Miss her sudden high-shrieking voice which would wake all of us up in the middle of her lesson hahahaha! =P She's really a cute teacher!!! Gosh, why isn't she teaching in NCHS anymore? :'( And I will always rmb what she said to me on the day when I got back my O level results; too touching already :')

12. I miss Ms Teo's English lessons. Her lessons are always enriching and her words; I'll never forget too :') I miss how she always says things that give us confidence and for trusting us. She always manages to say a joke or sth to make us laugh (though she herself doesn't laugh at her own jokes LOL!) Makes my mood good everytime after her lesson :)

13. I miss Ms Low's chemistry lessons too. Though her lessons are a bit... (idk how to describe), she's still a very good teacher; in the sense that she's caring and cute! HAHAHA! And because she is too good-natured already, we tend to take it for granted =X And she did help me in my chem too when I bombard her with qns, even stupid qns she also answer me oops! =P

14. I miss Mr Seah's Geography and SS lessons!!!! HE's THE MOST HILARIOUS TEACHER I'VE EVER GOTTEN IN MY LIFE!!!! Always tells us lots and lots of stories and do funny stuff; I swear it's really funny; never fails to make us laugh like some mad people!!!! His favourite quote "kalimantan kalimantan!!" HAHAH! Still rmb during sec 3 camp, we made fun of this quote and put it in our class cheer! =P Gosh, his actions are like so funny and cute lah! Miss him!!

15. I miss Mrs Ng's Maths lessons too, especially times when she tries to make us laugh with her lame and not funny jokes cos most of the time, she'll be the one laughing by herself after she tells us her joke -.- LOL! But she's also a caring teacher too and I rmb she treated the whole class to Mc Donald's breakfast last year when she wanted us to go back school for extra lessons! Ahhhh! Miss it!! :(

16. I miss how we take Maths Tests on every Thursdays til late afternoon; though it was tough to endure it for a year, we did it tgt as a class and somehow, we all got used to it :')

17. I miss how the 7-8 of us (me, christine, jieyi, huiping, angela, peixin, shuyi and zhihui) would always have lunch tgt after our afternoon lessons at 4+pm to either eat noodles or chicken rice :') It's always during that time that we get to spend some time tgt chit-chatting or gossiping abt whatever happened during the day since we were in different classes. Okay, actually only me and peixin in the same class while the rest of them in another class.

18. I miss how we always go for calligraphy lessons on every friday: me, christine, angela, huiping :') Instead of writing seriously (we wouldn't sustain writing seriously for long haha!), we ended up chit-chatting and laughing tgt and getting scolded by teacher HAHAHAH! Those were the happy times x) And occasionally, we would go cp to have bubble tea tgt to end off our Friday tgt happily! :DDD Awesome time spent :) Of course, not forgetting Mandy whom I used to go to cp tgt too after calligraphy lesson to have oreo mcflurry tgt x) Really love those times! :')

19. I miss how we would always take bus 372 to cp when we could have walked and the bus will always be filled with our voices and laughters :P oh well, the sun is merciless mah =P

20. I miss doing practicals with Shuxian and she never fails to help me when i need help :)

21. I miss how Zhihui would sing random songs that she created for me whenever im sad :)

22. I miss how Farren calls me "Amelia" for fun during lessons x)

23. I miss the few of us going to changi airport to study tgt for O levels and being lame and bored, we would prank call shuyi! =P funny moments x)

24. I miss the times when we studied hard tgt for o levels and encouraged one another as we go :)

25. Lastly, I miss 2C'08, 4A'10, NCHS and most importantly, being a NCHS student :')

There are still a lot of things that I miss but these are the more prominent ones x)
Anyway, Shines In Harmony!!! Im coming for you next Saturday!!!! Must wait for me!!!! :))) Finally, finally, I get to go back to NCHS :')

2011-07-23T11:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO (:

So far, school has been okay just that for the past few weeks, things have been tough and tiring. Sometimes, it just makes me feel like giving up every single thing but I know I can't and won't. It's especially tough when everything just comes bombarding one at the same time- results that are not up to expectations (when u know u really did put in effort), piano exam (esp after u screwed it up), projects, projects and more projects (mentally and physically worn out), too much hw (esp when u really do not have enough time and reach home late everyday and still have to juggle with extra stuff like piano; i know i chose this myself so no one is to be blamed LOL), having to endure a very very SLACK PW group mate (who does nth except agitating me further), sleeping late every single night (worsen my mood cos I do not have enough sleep), friendship problem which has yet to be solved (i really dunno what to do alr), NOT SPENDING ENOUGH TIME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND UNABLE TO WATCH DONG YI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA okay, the Dong Yi that part really no link but oh well, nowadays, I really dun even get to watch TV programmes alr, what kind of life is this, u tell me?! I want to watch HK dramas and Dong Yi so badly!! :(

And, Im really really angry with myself for not being able to spend enough time with family and friends (okay, maybe family still okay since I get to see my parents and siblings everyday LOL and chit chat about stuff) but definitely not my friends though D: I've really been so busy these days that when my secondary school friends asked to meet me so that we can catch up with one another, I couldn't because my schedule is so packed!!!!! D: And esp when they are facing with problems, I seem to not have time for them :( Feels really guilty and feels like a failure as a friend, seriously. And and, I really miss NCHS so much!! :( I want to go back soon, like really, SOON!!!! Things are just getting tougher these days and sometimes, I really really feel so worn out. Tell me how?! Im having difficulty juggling with school work, projects alr; I feel like im not putting in enought effort in piano. ARGH! Really disappointed in myself because I still rmb that when I first started learning piano during sec 2, I promised my parents and myself that I will strike a balance and juggle well between school work and piano but why is it that ever since this year, I can't do it anymore? :( UPSET TTM! Nevertheless, I will continue to persevere on because everytime Im reminded of what my secondary school teachers have said to me/ us, it really keeps me going. I WILL PERSEVERE! JIAYOU!!!!

And and, I promise that once I get past this week's hw and stuff, I will meet up with my secondary school friends soon; I promise! :) Really hope to spend more time with them soon; I dun want my life to become so lifeless that I have to face only hw and projects everyday that I've got no time left for my friends. No matter what, I'll find them soon; it's a promise! <3 :)

Anyway, here's this weekend's hw (it's totally crazy!!!!!!!!) :

1. History- lecture qns and essay qn on litespeed by monday

2. Econs project by monday

3. EOM (asap)

4. GP- AQ by wednesday

5. Maths tutorial 5B and 6

6. International History Tutorials (just saw it on litespeed- posted by Mr Chng)

7. GP MYE- type out the essay (who ask me to choose that qn and fail!)

8. Maths Assignment 3B and 4 (if haven't finish and apparently, I havent -.- so fail)

9. Econs tutorial (the essay- i think write out points will do?)

10. Maths test

11. Econs test on Inflation on Friday

12. Research Essay by 24/8

13. GP class Test on week 6

That's all I guess -.- My schedule is totally packed I really dunno how alr. haix. Just got to Jiayou arhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-21T21:11:00.001+08:00

我真的很累了 :'(

2011-07-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:

As promised, I baked cookies today! :D And I baked a lot a lot of it! =DDD Baked a few batches of plain ones and another few batches with chocolate chips! =P Turned out quite okay I think so which means I can share it with people on Monday :D But of course, nothing is perfect so there were a few which somehow seem a bit burnt (on the surface) But rest assured, people, I think it still tastes quite okay I hope =P Hopefully the cookies will taste okay to other people cos after all, everyone's taste buds are different. Nevertheless, I got put in my heart and soul to bake de okay! :D And by the time I finished baking, I smelt of cookies hahaha! :P All right, shall post some pics that I took while baking (rest assured I got wash hands, etc. de hor! Plus, people shud know what a cleanliness freak I am =P) Here you go!

This is the cookie dough (without chocolate chips de)

This is the one with chocolate chips :D

Ready to be put into oven x)

baking in process...

Getting bigger LOL. (INFLATION xD)

Closer look

This is the batch with chocolate chips one x)

Okay, fine, I know it looks a bit burnt on the surface -.-

The chocolate chips one :D

DONE! :D That's all for today! :)

2011-07-11T19:47:00.005+08:00

HELLO (:

Here to post about what happened yesterday which made me think a lot. Yesterday night, I had dinner with my family at Hougang Mall and after we have eaten and finished shopping for groceries at NTUC, we walked the normal way back to the carpark. While walking back (it's the basement of hougang mall whereby there were still shops but it led the way to the carpark), we saw a small crowd around Long John Silver and saw the old grandma who seemed familiar to me cos she has been selling tissues at Hougang Mall for a few years already so I could recognise her. Then there was a security guard and a few people comforting that old grandma. While walking past them, we overheard that there were two men who have snatched away the old grandma's money!!!! D: That was the reason why the old grandma was crying :( I can't believe there are people who can be so heartless to actually bully the elderly.

I've seen that old grandma at Hougang Mall for several years already and everytime I see her, my heart really goes out to her because she has a hunched back and it's really very severe that kind and she still has to carry a huge plastic bag full of tissue with her, walking around and asking people to buy from her D: I often wonder where her family is and why would they bear to let her come out and work like that... But that was when I was still young when I pondered over that question and now, I guess sometimes, certain families will have certain problems and circumstances that outsiders would not be able to know.

Im still upset over the fact that people can be so heartless to do that to an old lady when she worked her guts out and earned money which can hardly allow her to survive well while they (the two people who stole her money) actually stole her money when they have hands and legs to work and instead, used them to STEAL MONEY! That is part of the reason why I have always wanted to work in the community service or maybe to become a social worker so that I can help the less fortunate. But then, that idea was somehow put off cos Angela said before that if I can't help myself first and earn enough money, how would I be able to help others? That's really true though. Okay anyway, I still hope to help as many people as I can when I have the ability to do so in future. And those people who stole her money shud really go reflect well. Don't they have any moral values, seriously????!!!!!

Im still pissed that there are such heartless people who don't even try other ways to earn money but instead use such horrible means to get money which doesnt even belong to them in the first place!!!! Really hope the old lady can get over it soon D: It really pains me to see old people coming out to work when they are supposed to 享福 already :( Seriously, I hope people in the society will have more moral values and even if there's no job, there's this thing called "volunteery work" right? 所谓有舍才有得 What we give others; we will definitely benefit from it too because giving is a wonderful thing for it gives others happiness too. Isn't that the real meaning of life?

2011-07-08T20:11:00.007+08:00

HELLO!! (:

Let me side-track from PW for a while =P It's been really tiring for the past few days due to the long hours of PW every single day and I've calculated that we take about 1/4 of a day each day to do PW!!! woahhhh, 1/4 leh! That's a lot!! >.< And and Im getting kind of sick of having to edit and edit the same document over and over agn =/ Nevertheless, 我必须坚持下去! Cannot give up!!! And my eyebag's getting worse each day D: This is badddd!! But where do I find the time to sleep early? :( I almost fell asleep yst while discussing PW and Liwen saw it!!! LOL!! Tired tired x.x Bet everyone's tired too >.< JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!! WE CAN DO IT! :)

Hmmm anyway, just nw while talking to yokeling on msn as we sent each other photos, we realised that we really changed a lot!!! Like seriously, I think that I have changed so much while looking at the old photos >.< especially my fringe! LOL!!! I think I shud post some photos here to see the contrast! At the same time, spice my current dull and mundane life =P

Primary 5! :D Taken at beijing :)

Sec 1- taken with yokeling :)

sec 1C!! class photo! :)

Sec 2- taken with yokeling- NCHS public performance :)

Sec 2 oso- taken with farren at CP :)

sec 3! Taken with cruise friend :)

sec 3 oso! taken with peixin, jaslyn and jiawen at cruise trip :)

sec 4- taken with christine at east coast park! :D

sec 4 oso- taken with jiawen at prom night :)

This year JC1 :)

I think all of us have changed a lot!! And this reminds me that some ppl have changed in their character that im not even sure if it's a good thing and sometimes I really really wish to go back in time and that things never changed but I guess it's inevitable that people do change in life; be it appearance or character... And there's this quote which Idk is said by who and I found it really true: "All change is not growth as all movement is not forward."

So, even though we've changed throughout the years, it might not necessarily be a good thing :( Even though some ppl really did change til I no longer understand them, at least I have the photos as memories for the ppl in the pictures never change :) All right, that's all for today! Goodbye! :D

2011-07-06T19:09:00.006+08:00

I know I got to accept it x.x

HELLO
Today is such an emotional day for me T.T I really hate it when I cry over results ARGH! Well, I did had a little 心理准备 that I will fail my maths MYE but obviously, there was a part of me that had yearned to pass. I mean like seriously, who wouldn't hope to pass???? What's more, I practised maths for almost a month and I seriously mean it! I've never done maths til that crazy before (although during sec 3 and 4, I oso did maths like crazy)!!!!
For this MYE, I did:
1. Maths Vectors Extra Questions
2. Maths MYE package
3. Maths TYS
4. My brother's JC notes' questions
5. The practice paper which Mr Loke uploaded on litespeed
6. Redo a few chapters of Maths tutorials
7. Re-read tutorials and tests and re-looked into questions that I got wrong
Seriously, u tell me this is not enough to pass?! And failing was already a disappointment but it's worse when the teacher puts remarks on my paper which said "More practice" =.= So the above that I've done is not sufficient yet and I need more practice ._. I feel super disappointed in myself when I read the remarks on my paper; it's as if it's telling me that my efforts have totally gone down the drain because I FAILED WHEN I DID A WHOLE CHUNK OF PRACTICE DURING HOLIDAYS AND IT"S TELLING ME THAT I HAVE NOT DONE ENOUGH PRACTICE??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And worse still, I have a brother who has only failed his maths ONCE in his JC LIFE and he took H3 MATHS!! Tell me how can I dun get stressed???? My parents are disappointed too :( ARGH REALLY HATE MYSELF!!!! D: If the comment wasn't on the paper (because it reminded me that I did do lots of practices!!!!) or if I didn't do that much Maths during Holidays, I think I can gladly accept it. At the same time, Im angry with myself for not being able to control my tears ARGH! Hate getting upset over studies ._.

Ahhhhh no matter what, I'll continue to work hard and do my best!!!!! I won't give up!
Okay, I feel so much better after typing it out now :) And, I shall seriously do something about my revision skills.

Oh btw, today, gouyue brought cookies for us ^^ Although it was kind of "fragile", it was really yummy :DDD Thanks gouyue! :D Next time, I'll bake some too and share it with u guys! :D *promise!* x) All right, that's all for today. :)
GOODBYE!

2011-07-02T22:50:00.006+08:00

HELLO ((:
Yesterday and today were really well-spent :D Let me elaborate about what happened for these two days! :) Totally worth typing it down ^^

Yesterday
So, I woke up late yesterday- supposed to wake up at 8am (because Im more of a morning person so I tend to wake up early as I feel that more things can be done in a day if i were to wake up early haha!) but then Idk why (i think i was too tired x.x) I didnt hear my alarm ring!! And I guess I just switched the alarm off and continued sleeping until ard 8.45am when I automatically woke up agn. And while I checked my phone, I was so shocked to find out that I overslept cos I was supposed to meet yokeling at 9.20am and supposedly to leave my house at 9am. This meant that I only had 15mins left LOL! But then, in the end, I still took more than 15mins and only left the house at 9.10am =X hahaha was a little late when I reached serangoon but luckily wasn't that late. So, reached Bishan library and eventually we found a corner for our Econs project! :D Anyway, thanks liwen and gouyue for bringing their laptops if not we wouldn't have been able to start our project =P So, liwen and gouyue shared a laptop while yokeling and I shared the other. And yes, to start it off, we were kind of not-so-productive =P Cos we found ourselves taking photos using liwen's laptop after a while HAHAHA!! And it was really hilarious!! I admit Im a bit camera shy lah haha! plus im not photogenic mah, that's why xP Nevertheless, it was really fun taking photos with them and at times we would find ourselves laughing quite loudly in the library and had to constantly remind one another to quieten down hehe =P But luckily, no librarians came to ask us to quieten down or what ^^ Shows that we are able to curb our laughters de okay! :D So anyway, soon we had lunch and went in two pairs (i sound like we're in kindergarten =P) cos we were afraid that we might not be able to find another corner like that one if we were to go to lunch tgt after we come back.

Anyway, after lunch, we were more productive and started researching on articles ^^ Okay, managed to find relevant ones and eventually we didn't analyse it cos we started side-tracking again haha! xD Sometimes, nid to have fun oso one right? :D After all, MYE killed so many of our brain cells and we nid to have a platform to "renew" our cells mah hahaha! Okay, im talking nonsense, ignore me =P Eventually, we went home at ard 6pm :) Long but fun day xDDD Im glad to have fun grp mates!! :D

Today
Woke up at 9.15am and left house for AMK Hub at 10.20am :) Watched Transformers with Jiawen! :DDD It's been really long since I went out with her!! So glad that we can go out tgt agn x) Anyway, the weekend tickets are really expensive so next time, preferably, we won't watch it during weekends agn =P But then, we did enjoy the movie :D So exciting and scary (for me) cos there were those fighting scenes and obviously the sound effects frightened me at times xP So anyway, the movie ended at around 2.20pm and then we left AMK Hub as I proceeded to take MRT to Tanah Merah to meet Christine! :DDD

So met up with her and headed to Max Pavilion Expo where we queued up to get in there. Omg, the sun was really so scorching that we sweated non-stop!!! And while we were queuing, we saw Michelle!!!! ahhhh I miss her D: Seriously, I think we should have our 4A 乱轮 outing soon!!! >.< Okay, anyway, back to the B2ST fan meeting =P So, we queued up for idk how long and eventually went in! I swear it was really cold in there (for me LOL!) and we found our seats and settled down. Before long, B2ST 1st Asia Meeting started :D It's my first time going for such "concert" :D People were extremely high as expected (but of course, I didn't scream at all lah haha! xD too busy taking photos u see =P) Okay, and many people were so extreme that they started standing on the chairs =.= obviously, i had to stand up (but i stood on the ground lah LOL!) That's the thing about such concerts- u'll never be able to get to watch in peace while seating down LOL! But if concerts aren't like that, it won't be called concerts lah hor? =P So, it was totally expected HAHA! And the so-called "ushers" had to do their duties by requesting the people not to stand on the chairs LOL!! And actually, we weren't supposed to take pictures or videos during the concert too but who cares? =P I managed to take 94 pics and 1 video LOL!!! xD pro hor hahaha! But then out of the 94 photos, tons of them were blur x.x so im not that pro after all haha! And this concert really makes me so addicted to B2ST's songs now like seriously!! Omg!!! I think it was also under christine's influence now im so addicted to it hahaha! But really, the concert was great and I really enjoyed the songs :DDD hehe so Thanks a lot! :D (though she most probably won't read my blog LOL) And thanks to my parents for allowing me to go hehe =P
In conclusion, I really love my friends for always managing to make my days so awesome! :D Love them! <3 (:

2011-06-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIPING! :D

HELLO (:

MYE ended today for me :) Well, I totally screwed the whole of MYE :( sad much. I swear that for this MYE, I really did revise and studied very hard for all the subjects!!! But then, it just turned out to be such a disappointment :( maybe the efforts were still not enough (though I felt that i really did put in a lot of effort this time round as compared to normal secondary sch exams =P) MY ECONS AND MATHS ARE THE WORST THIS TIME ROUND and i can feel it! D; I really think I'll get a U grade seriously and Im not kidding! HOW?! Such grade how to get promoted to J2? :( Im super scared now D: I really can't imagine how I'll react when I get back the results... It's either I accept it once I take the results or emo for quite some time LOL. It's even worse than failing physics almost throughout sec 4 -.- Haix... I'll take it as a lesson learnt and hopefully think of a way or strategy to help myself in my studies.

Im neither exam-smart nor have good memories. Sometimes I think Im really a hard-core mugger which isn't a good thing :( ARGH. There must be some way right? I admit throughout the revision, I was distracted here and there so maybe that's one of the problem I need to improve on ._. 谁叫我这么容易分心？ But still, sometimes, it's really upsetting to know that the amount of effort that one puts in isn't being paid off ._. That's the most disappointing part. But oh well, I just got to learn to accept and then try to improve the problem. Okay, right now, I hope that when I take back the results, whatever results it may be, I hope I can accept it without being too upset or sth lol. Okay, enough of all these; I will continue to work hard and put in my best in whatever I do, just like what I promised myself right from the beginning of the year :)) JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! GOGOGO! x) The most important thing is to put in my best and make no regrets! :)

BYE! :D

2011-06-25T16:28:00.001+08:00

today's such a bad day :( maths mye was a total disaster and let down... guess sometimes, no matter how much efforts one puts in, it will still go to waste. and then just nw during piano, kept making mistakes in theory :( argghhh why is today such a horrible day?! ._. got to put in extra efforts for remaining subjects alr, jiayou!!!!

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2011-06-22T20:42:00.001+08:00

I feel super insecure for MYE :( my rate of studying is so slow i dun even know when i will study finish ._.

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2011-06-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO (:
4A chalet started on Tuesday and I went for yesterday's one :D To tell the truth, it's my first time going to 4A chalet =P I myself can't believe it either given the fact that previously, there had been several 4A chalets already =X hahaha! Nevertheless, it was an awesome day spent with them! x) Really really had fun :D

So anyway, met up with farren at my bus stop and took bus 88 (cos 89 just went off -.-) to pasir ris bus interchange and then met up with yanting! :D omg, it's been quite a while since I saw yanting (cos i see farren almost every week given the fact that we go to the temple for some kind of lesson almost every sunday LOL!)!! >.< missed her! :D So, we then went to the bus 403 there and waited for 20+mins. And guess what? While I was waiting, I suddenly heard someone calling out my name and surprisingly, it was Liwen and Gouyue! (with their cliques cos they were having chalet since monday and booked out yst) Seriously didn't expect to see them there LOL!!!! xDDD Anyway, I think Liwen's eyesight is very good and her voice is loud haha! So went to talk to them for a super short while before going back to queue up again xP hahaha!
And then eventually, bus 403 finally came and we boarded the bus :)

Anyway, the whole journey in finding the correct place was quite a tedious one because firstly, we went to the correct place already but thought that we went to the wrong one, so we made a detour to another chalet behind the correct one. However, it was when we reached the wrong place did we realise that the initial place that we went to was the correct one -.- So, we had to make a big round back again to the place that we were correct in the first place ._. ahahah! By the time we reached, we then realised that there was nobody in the house =.= because the people who had been there the day before went out to buy food for BBQ! >.< HAHAHA! In the end, we waited outside the house for quite some time before they were back with food in their hands xD LOL! So the whole process was quite a tiring one lorh- but got to exercise haha! =P And then we quickly went into the house and put down our stuff. Chit-chatted for a while and then some of them started playing card games which I totally had no idea what they were playing (you see, im a noob at games =P) Anyway, yanting, farren and I then decided to go to pasir ris park to JOG!!! :D YES, JOG! That was our main intention for going to the chalet early actually xD yup yup, so soon enough, we started jogging at pasir ris park (but it was a short one) and then we went to the 马场 (a small-scale one) to look at pony!!! SO CUTE! But there was a weird smell though xP Then we took some photos and eventually started to jog back again xD Well, that was not all. We even went to the playground to play swing, climbed up the pyramid, etc etc. CHILDHOOD MEMORIES! :D Then soon, Jeannie joined us cos she was bored at the chalet xD And so, the four of us played tgt and had lots of fun! :) In between, there were some other stuff but nth impt to elaborate actually- just that we were super thristy from the playing that we went back to chalet to drink some water and went back to the playground again =P

Well, and I got to admit that Im actually quite scared of heights- I keep trembling when climbing the pyramid. And for the higher one, though I didnt manage to climb to the highest part, I managed to climb at the least to almost the top lah xD This was really a great achievement for me okay! It was so scary (to me) and overcoming a certain fear isn't easy! xP So, maybe next time when I have the chance, I'll try to climb to the top okay? :P Nevertheless, I had lots of fun with the three of them! :D Love them!!! <333 Okay, so we went back to the chalet and realised that Klaryce had arrived!!! xDDD My mummy! =P Then took some pictures, etc. and decided to go to ehub to watch movie and eat since we didnt want to join the other ppl for captain's ball (though it's one of my favourite games back in secondary school :D )

So, Farren, Klaryce, Chinbee, Peixin and I took bus to ehub. However, our plan of watching the chalet failed since all the slots for our timings were filled up so we went to eat and eventually to Macs Cafe to chit chat! :D Well, farren and I had wanted to revise down there but a bit fail cos it's just too difficult to study, especially since it's been so long since I last caught up with especially Klaryce and Chinbee! >.< HAHAHA! And so, we talked about lots and lots of stuff- from lame ones to impt issues to funny ones. TOTALLY AWESOME! And in between, Amanda reached and joined us in our conversation. Totally had a great time chatting with them <3 And before we knew it, it was already 6+pm!!!! BBQ TIME! LOL! So, we WALKED back (yes, we walked! xP) but Klaryce left first cos she couldn't have BBQ food since she just put on braces. Anyway, during the journey back, Chinbee niece told us GHOST STORIES! :DDDD OMG, I love listening to ghost stories, in case people dunno xP Though I may seem 胆小, I love listening and watching ghost stories xDDD wahahaha! Before we knew it, we reached the chalet :D Listening to stories while walking back really is different- makes the whole journey seem a more relaxed and not so tiring one x) THANKS CHINBEE! :D

Basically, they started the fire at ard 7+pm but there was only fire at around 9pm LOL! haha so yeah, we had our dinner at 9pm or so xP Sorry I didnt do much and really thanks a lot to those who started the fire and bbq-ed the food! :D It was yummy and really appreciate their efforts :) So had lots and lots of fun during BBQ too- catching up with the rest of 4A who I didnt get to talk much to during the day and played some games. A super meaningful and fun day x) And also, we sang Kokting (my nephew!!! xD) an early birthday song since we most probably wont see him during his birthday >.< And then I went back home with Farren and Peixin after that and reached home at around 12.30am ._. I feel so damn guilty towards my parents because it's the first time I reached home so late!!!! Sorry for making them worry >.< But luckily, things were okay when I reached home lol. So, that was a relief! :)

So anyway, yesterday was really well-spent with 4A people x) Really really love all their company and making me find back myself again (: At least I know that no matter what happens, I have this group of awesome friends with me to give me support and help me when Im in need of help :) At least, that's a solace for me and also an encouragement for me to walk through all problems that may come along in the future... Though we may no longer be studying tgt, at least we all love this class of our's, isn't it? (: And, the position that 4A holds in my heart is forever irreplaceable, not forgetting 2C'08 which holds as much importance in my heart :)
4A FTW! :D

2011-06-09T11:42:00.001+08:00

Listening to the song makes me miss nanchiau so much :( I miss nchs and all the teachers there D;

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2011-06-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO! (:
Today is a fruitful day! :D Wheeee I LOVE THIS WEEK A LOT! So fruitful, meaningful and productive! xP
So anyway, went out in the morning to meet up with Gouyue and Liwen for the SL project thingy. Initially all of us were super scared (okay, maybe only Liwen wasn't haha! xD) of approaching the childcare centre cos we didn't know how to go about asking- u know, those kind of awkardness, etc. when approaching ppl we dunno =P But anyway, we managed to meet up with the person-in-charge and gouyue asked everything by herself! :D *applause* hehe sorry I didn't help much >.< It was throughout the process of asking the person did I realise that all along, I've been thinking til too simple already! haha! I didn't know that there were going to be so many areas of concern to look into- for instance, if we have back-up plans if it rains and clashes with our outdoor activities (that is if we were to have any to start with =P) or whether we are able to complete the activities within the given time, etc.

Planning and organising really isn't easy at all, seriously! We really should learn to appreciate other people's efforts when they organise stuff because the process is in fact tedious though we the participants might view it as a simple task and yet some people (I dun mean anyone down here uh) might still complain about this and that when we didn't even know the process that the organiser went through. Anyway, my main point is: We should appreciate the organiser's efforts yeah! :) So, thanks a lot to Gouyue! And of course, her helper, Liwen! :D
After which, the person-in-charge took us around to view the surroundings so that we can better plan our activities on the day itself and eventually, we took photos, etc. and went to the nearby McDonald's to have our lunch! Okay, before that, I played some games with Liwen and Gouyue using Liwen's hp and omg, my reaction is seriously very slow! hahahaha! but it was fun though LOL!!! xP So we waited til 12pm and went to buy our lunch and as usual, I bought fillet-o-fish (hehe! 习惯是很难改的！=P) and we somewhat *gossiped* hahahahaha! =P okay yes, we gossiped xP and it was then I realised (okay, actually long ago, I already realised it just that I didn't really care) that I've really been living in my own world! :P

okay, Idk if this is a good or bad thing because by living in my own world would mean that I dun even care about what's happening around me, in fact is what's happening in my class (bad i guess?) ; but I do know what's happening to my close friends though, just not my class! =P but on the other hand, it would also mean that Im neutral towards everyone I know- at least I won't have dislikes towards anyone or worst still, hate LOL! Because I dun even really know the true side of people if I dun care; at least no opinions towards them hehe! =P Actually I've been like this long ago; everytime the last person to know everything HAHAHA! xD Maybe Im just plain lag hahahaha! Nevertheless, I enjoyed the chats that I had with the two of them yeah. Thanks a lot! ((: And now, I can't wait for SL project to take place!!! :DDD The children are so cute!! But Im afraid to approach them though =P hahaha! So, anyway, the first three days of this week have been really meaningful- be it being productive in revising or catching up with friends. Really hope that for the remaining days of this week can be as fruitful too! :D
Shall be off for now. BB! ((:

2011-06-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
The files and folders in my thumbdrive are saved!!! :D but not all actually, it's only most of the files are retrieved back. My dad's friend is really very good at IT!! Feels so relieved now that most of my stuff are retrieved if not I'll definitely feel very sad! LOL! okok, this is really a lesson learnt; from now on really must have backup copies :) Anyway, going to discuss PW soon- Haix... I guess I might want to fall asleep AGAIN =P while discussing. This always happens, especially since we've been looking and editing the same document over and over for so many times- who won't get tired? xP I bet all the teachers feel tired too =P We do drafts after drafts, they mark drafts after drafts and some more, it's more than one group; bet they feel x100 times more sian than us =P

Anyway, I've got a feeling that this week will be a more productive and fulfilling week! :D Because the start of this week (which was yesterday) was already quite an accomplished one :) I managed to do Maths, revise a bit of literature, practise the piano, listen to songs recommended by friend, went jogging in the evening at punggol park and spent quality time with family- cousins came over yst! :DDD Fulfilling and well-spent day! x) And today in the morning, continued to do some maths and practised the piano too! :D And now discussing PW; hopefully there will be some results in our discussion >.< I like it when I get to spend time meaningfully (though I do get distracted easily- I have to admit this =P) but still, it was great that I managed to accomplish so many things in a day! :) Hopefully, for the remaining of this week, I can spend it well and try my best not to get distracted so easily anymore ((:

Btw, I realised it's been a year since I wrote chinese calligraphy :( Kind of miss it >.< Maybe I should find a day to really practise again and hopefully can get the "momentum" back hehe =P At least musn't forget how to write if not it would be quite a pity to lose this skill of writing yeah >.< All right, that will be all for today- going to continue with discussion of PW. BB! :D

Life's great with awesome people in my life :)

2011-06-05T16:15:00.015+08:00

I seriously seriously HATE PW right now. Waste of time and efforts. Who created PW?!! Second time my efforts went down the drain. SECOND TIME! Did 15 pages of WR yesterday night and nw it's GONE! GONE! and I lost everything on my thumbdrive. Doubt I can even smile for a few days already. DAMN D; I might as well get a new thumbdrive uh!
Just as I saw hope, everything crashed. HATE MYSELF AND PW TO THE CORE NOW! ARGH!
Totally NO MOOD NOW! Even drinking bubble tea or eating ice cream won't make me happy right now. totally upset right now :(

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
No words can describe my feelings now >.<

Anyway, from now onwards, I must really rmb to save extra backup copy from my thumbdrive to my desktop. Such situations really can ruin my mood totally :( okay okay, I shall not think about it for now; anyway my dad has agreed to help me ask his friend to see if can salvage my thumbdrive (: Hopefully it works, if not, there's nothing I can do also. haix.... Nvm, thinking on the bright side, at least the photos that I saved weren't in that thumbdrive; luckily I have another thumbdrive specially for photos if not I will feel much more pissed with myself! Luckily, I quickly went to save a backup copy of all the photos from the other thumbdrive already. 见过一次鬼还不怕黑吗？Obviously, I got a lesson learnt for not saving a backup copy so I quickly did it for the thumbdrive with all my photos phew!
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So anyway, just came back from Punggol Park where I went jogging after I did GPP just now (PW SUCKS! =P) and I feel so much better now- all the stress have been released while running- feels so 爽 now! :D Anyway, just now Gouyue told me that we will be going to the childcare centre this coming Wednesday! :D Can't wait! :)) Wonder what we will be doing down there this wednesday... hmmmm... But at least it will be fun I guess! xDDD

And and to side-track a bit, went to find Christine on Friday and really had a great time with them- catching up and all :)) This is what I call spending quality time with friends! :D It was really awesome and fun yeah! A pity that not all of us were there but nvm, at least I really enjoyed the day- totally made me forget all the troubles and worries and Im serious about it! :D It's really amazing how friends can actually bring so much fun to my day and completely erased all the troubles and worries away! xD Wheeeee love all of them! :) Hope to go out with them again soon! <3

Huiping, Christine and I :)

Zhihui, Huiping and Christine ((:

Shuyi and I :)

2011-06-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
Today is a great day :) Met up with Michelle and Pamela (actually Junyuan was there too since he's studying in the same poly as Pamela but went off for his lessons after that while we continued to have our lunch) Anyway, thanks michelle and pamela for making my day a lovely one x) Really made me miss my sec school friends even more! Can't wait for 4A chalet!! :)

Hmmm anyway, been reflecting a lot these days. So many things happening that I hardly have time to sit down and think properly and I realised recently I keep ranting and ranting about stuff that are making me unhappy and I really shouldn't be like that! I wasn't like that in the past, seriously. Maybe it's because I keep holding on to the past, always reminiscing of sec sch life then made me unhappy and all. haix. All right, from now onwards, I must stay positive! POSITIVE!!! STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW PW IS RUINING YOUR LIFE, YONG JING RONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING WILL BE GOOD EVENTUALLY!!! :)

For now, I should think of how to solve the problem and not to complain anymore because complaining won't help me to finish my PW. Let's just forget whatever I've done for PW previously and move on!!! :) And and, reminder to myself: There's a good thing to everything; just like there's a good side in everyone despite their flaws because nobody is perfect! So, when things go wrong, just rmb that there will always be a rainbow after that and we should try to accept people who we might not really like for there's a good side in them that we might not have seen yet (well, I do hope I can accept THAT grp mate though cos I've not seen his good side yet =X nevertheless, I'll try but there's no guarantee that I'll be able to do it by the end of the year =P LOL!)!
Yes, that's the way! From now onwards, I want to live my life to the fullest and stop getting upset over little things already. It is only like that then I will be a happier person and happiness is what I want to bring to people around me too! :D I really hope I can do this! :)

Heal the past. Live the present. Dream the future.

Happy Belated Birthday Farren! <3 :D

This was one of the photos that we took last friday when we went back to NCHS xD Photo Credits: PAMELA! :D

2011-05-30T22:09:00.007+08:00

I find myself super stupid nw. I really shouldn't have started with written report last week (although mr loke told us we could start alr)... Now?! Everything has to be changed. Oh well, I've always been stupid, haven't I? Print out the draft when discussion haven't even finished, did amendments when nobody cared reading it, stupidly waiting for that IPAD guy to reply my msg just to get his CORRECT EMAIL (and in the end he didn't at all) and now, did WR when everything has to be changed. And during today's piano practice, I totally screwed it- fingers pain and I kept playing the wrong note and tml's the competition. hahahahaha, im speechless. Everything's so wrong. Having to delete everything that I typed for WR seriously pained my heart because Im upset that I actually sacrificed my sleep time for something that totally can't be carried out. Im sure PW is seriously making everyone super vexed too... And now, I really dunno how to go about doing it anymore and WR draft 1 has to be handed in by this week and we're still stuck at GPP... I really dunno how; can anyone tell me how?

PW's seriously ruining my life.

2011-05-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
Yesterday was the best day of term 2 (except GP MYE that is =P) and it was really really awesome! :) Went back to NCHS after that for the sec 4's night study (but my main intention was actually to eat there, visit weng lao shi since she was on shift for night study yst and chit chat with the rest of NCHS ppl that I know- cos lots of ppl were going back yst! :D) However, by the time we reached there, the noodles stall has finished selling all the food! D; I dun rmb the noodles stall selling all the food so fast at that time last year during night study! :( Then the auntie was damn good to us- gave us free soup to drink cos that was the only "food" left LOL! Well, she's the best stall holder in NCHS- so kind and friendly to all the students! :D I can't imagine what will become of the school without her presence & her stall because every single one of the NCHS students love her food kay! Plus it's so rare to have such nice aunties selling food to us :( Hopefully she won't end up like the chicken rice stall, dun work in NCHS anymore; if not, it would be quite futile to go back to NCHS without getting to eat the noodles (although getting to see our beloved teachers is meaningful of course! xD) Just that it would seems like something is missing without her stall there >.< So anyway, at ard 6+pm, more and more NCHS ex-students arrived and we took lots and lots of pictures, esp using Pamela's laptop's photobooth! My first time taking so many photos continuously non-stop- tiring! ahahhaha! But we had fun cos it was really hilarious throughout. And NCHS is really like a second home to me already! All the memories flowed back to my mind as I looked at the surroundings- brings back a sense of familiarity! And over at NCHS, it is where I can finally find back my own identity- Im sure everyone does too! Because, we have a thing in common and that is we all LOVE SPEAKING IN CHINESE! :D

Nobody will give me a weird look (as if I did sth wrong) and ask "Are you from China?" or "Why are you speaking in Chinese?" just because I speak chinese in JC -.- (I seriously dunno how to react to such qns) I mean, hello? We're CHINESE! If I dun noe how to speak mandarin, wouldn't I become a laughing stock plus chinese is our roots! Is it really so weird for us to speak in mandarin? Plus I do speak in English too. I think it's important for us to know how to speak well for both languages, especially chinese since it's our mother tongue language! It's really sad that people actually ask us why we are speaking mandarin when they themselves are chinese. I can understand that not everyone loves chinese but still, we dun have to give a reason for speaking in mandarin right? ._. Plus I can also understand that there might be cultural differences (in the sense that what language we usually speak at home or in our sec schools) so I will try my best to speak in English if necessary too. I really miss NCHS a lot :( And Im still sad that I didn't get to eat from the noodles stall yesterday ._.

Anyway, I forgot to mention that I had the most exciting experience with Jieyi, Sixuan, Angela and Peixin yesterday! (The ghost story + "eerie" toilet experience hahahahhaha!) It was really very fun! Wanted to find Shuyi to join us but couldn't find her at the canteen. Then around 8.30pm, the lights at the canteen automatically switched off again- indication that night study is over so we need to leave the school already. So, a large group of NCHS students walked out of the school gate and it really brought back a lot of memories again :') And then had dinner with 4A + some other classes' ppl and went home at ard 10+pm. Im really glad that this time round, I got to catch up with more friends and got to take so many photos with different ppl! :) Hope to see them again soon and really get to teach the sec 4's the next time I go back for night study! <3 :)

Shall post some photos taken yst soon because Idk why currently, blogger doesn't allow me to post photos -.- Sometimes, technology oso goes wrong LOL!

2011-05-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

Just went to the doctor's and was given two days mc ._. Luckily there's no school today :)
I hate my weak immune system. Every single day flu flu flu. And then now, sore throat and yst night fever. What's next? If i rmb correctly, I just had fever and sore throat last month. I have had enough of medicines drowning my life. Hate it :( I better get well soon by tonight- there's GP MYE tml :( I can't afford to screw it up. Plus, I want to go back to NCHS tml D; LET ME GET WELL SOON PLEASEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-25T19:45:00.008+08:00

sometimes after a tiring day, shud reward myself with some form of relaxation lah hor! =P After all, PW is ruining everyone's lives =.= LOL!

HELLO (:

So many things happened recently and I conclude that Term 2 has been the worst part of my life. YES, it's LIFE! im not kidding! These days, things just turn out so wrong and it's been and still is tough to handle. And Im so so so sorry to my friends (including classmates) for not being able to handle my emotions well enough!! Really sorry! And I really hate myself for being like this, suppress for so long and then burst out eventually when I can't take it ._. Im so sorry! haix... Even when I failed physics throughout the whole of my sec 4 life last year, I wasn't even this sad -.- (Im too immune to failing physics alr LOL) And actually, I dun like to cry, especially in front of friends because I will feel embarrassed and feel like a weakling if I did that (but i did eventually -.-) Idk why nowadays I can't control myself well enough; just seems so difficult ._. And zhihui they all said before that I seldom cry (well, that's definitely a good thing :D )! And me crying would mean that I've really met my limits! =/

Oh well, I guess sometimes it IS hard to control when everything just bombards u at the same time- can't take it you see x.x nevertheless, really thankful to my classmates for cheering me up and coming up with funny stuff to make me laugh again LOL! okay, u know who u are lah hor xD and thanks to one of my other best friends who took the time to listen to me despite her busy schedule too! :) There's really a good side isn't it? Im thankful to have friends around me who are always being there to make things right for me again (: Ahhhh thanks so much! x) No matter what, I'll try my best to be happy every single day again (that's what my life used to be like and I shud continue with such life!!!) And hopefully, I can get more sleep- my eye bag's seriously getting heavier and heavier each day. 黑眼圈真的越来越严重了！！！ D;

Anyway, JUNE HOLIDAYS are coming! :D There are so many things that are going to take place during this holiday! :) And I really got to make good use of the time to revise and also catch up with my friends! ^^ Must have a balance! As the saying goes "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy!" True true! =P Shall type out the days that Im going out so I can plan my time well (though I won't follow, at least there's a rough guide for me xP )

1. This Friday- GP MYE -.- after which, Im going back to NCHS!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD wheeee!!!~~~ 馃条我来了！
2. Either this saturday or sunday- going out with Farren & Yoke Ling! :D
3. 30May2011 (Monday)- History make-up lesson 9am-12pm ( 3h of history! This is madness! ) and then 1pm-3pm is Lit make-up lesson (totally mad! LOL!) after Lit, discussion of GPP/WR! Monday seriously isn't that good after all hahaha!
4. 31May2011 (Tuesday)- Piano competition 11am ._.
5. 4June2011 (Saturday)- Taylor 10 BBQ (but im only going for a while in the evening hehe! =P)
6. 13-14June (Monday & Tuesday) 9am-3pm- Schools of Thought with Shuyi :)
7. 14-17June (Tuesday- Friday)- 4A chalet! :D (but Im only going for 1-2 days only =X)
8. Shall cut my hair during the first week of holiday or maybe this weekend! :P

Okay, currently, that's about it I think. But I realised that I haven't really got the chance to meet up with some other friends >.< Hope to meet up with them too!! :) Okay, that's about it I guess. Tiring day. Shall go revise for GP later before going to sleep early tonight. BB! :)

how true!

2011-05-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARREN TANG QING XIA! :D

2011-05-16T21:24:00.005+08:00

HELLO (:
Today was an okay day given the fact that there is a balance in everything :D hehe! =P Firstly, PW is really making everyone so tensed up and worried- including me. Once the lesson ended, everyone would look so troubled- 心事重重! >.< I guess it's really not easy because grp members have to find time to meet up and discuss (the worst part is we dun have time to meet up since we live like all over singapore LOL- im exaggerating I know but it's really quite difficult lah haha! and it's true we all have different schedules so it's really a challenge to find time tgt other than class time to discuss PW) That is why the time spent to discuss it isn't a lot which is one of the biggest problem we have now I think =P Plus today, the comment given by Mr.Loke made us feel more worried because it seems like our idea consists of a large scale which might turn out to be not very good if we dun elaborate it well I think D; haix 真的是伤脑筋！！！ Ahhhhh really must jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!! I want my A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And heard from Jiahui that she couldn't even sleep yesterday night because she was too worried abt PW ._. I thought I already think a lot, didn't know Jiahui thinks so much more than me LOL! Because at least these days, I can sleep very well once I lie on my bed =P And my problem of insomnia is really solved! :D But it just means that im too tired to even think of stuff alr hahaha! xD
Anyway, the next bad thing was that I kept sneezing today (all of a sudden agn!). Okay, actually I dun nid to be too shocked that I sneezed throughout because I should be used to it already given the fact that I've been like this since sec 4 =.= And heard from Liwen that it might be sinus. And come to think of it, I really suspect it's sinus! And then the curious me just went to research on it =P This was what I found:

Sinusitis is the inflammation/infection of 1 or more paranasal sinuses and occurs when there is obstruction of the normal sinus drainage mechanism. It is traditionally subdivided into:
•acute (symptoms lasting <3 weeks),
•subacute (symptoms lasting between 3 week to 3 months), and
•chronic (symptoms lasting > 3 months). is mine chronic???!!!! >.<
- Diseases that obstruct the drainage of the sinuses can result in a reduced ability of the paranasal sinuses to drain fluid out and function normally.
- The sinus ostia may become occluded, leading to mucosal congestion.
- The mucociliary transport system becomes impaired, leading to more stagnation of secretion and epithelial damage, followed by decreased oxygen tension and subsequent bacterial growth.
Symptoms of sinusitis include:
•nasal congestion,
•purulent nasal drainage,
•facial congestion and
•facial pain with headache.
Credits: http://www.drkennypang.com/sinusitis.html
hehe must state which link I got the info from if not I will be charged for plagiarism! (learnt from PW xD) So yeah, from the symptoms I do think that I might be having sinus :( dunno whether can cure anot! >.< But then I dun have facial pain lah LOL! That was why I didn't join my classmates for PE today! Sat at the stairs there and they all seem to be having so much fun, especially since I kept hearing their laughters! hahaha!

Okay, so the good things now! Well, as usual, I get to laugh everyday and life is great when one gets to laugh everyday despite the lousy timetables and never-ending hw that one gets =P A laughter a day keeps the troubles away :D And there's so much stuff to laugh about every single day especially when you have happy friends/ classmates around you. And recently, while I was doing GP reading log, I came across an article which mentioned that supportive and happy colleagues or friends help to increase one's lifespan! :D hahaha! Hopes it's true! =P And yeah, the credits go to: Yokeling, Liwen and Gouyue! Today was extremely funny, especially when gouyue played the piano because the door would close and there will be a loud *bang!* whenever she played hahahaha! xD Ohhh and im really sorry to Gouyue and Liwen that I forgot to tell them that I signed up the SMU thingy last week and forgot to ask u all want anot!!! SORRY!!! Really really sorry!!!!! >.<

Anyway, after school, I went to Compass Point despite feeling tired because I specially went to Four Leaves to buy bread to eat! :DDD I miss it sooooo much!!! In the past, I will need to get to compass point to go home everyday after school since I need to take bus at the bus interchange to go home and therefore whenever I feel like eating the bread, I can conveniently go to Four Leaves at cp to buy but now, I can only go when I dun have school the next day (since tml is Vesak Day! YAY! :D). So yeah, cp brings back so much memories to me! awwww so nostalgic >.< And of course, I was so happy to get to eat the bread from Four Leaves hehe! =P okay, I know I sound really ridiculous to specially go to cp which is in seng kang when my house is at hougang just to buy bread to eat LOL! (anyway, also got direct bus back home, so nvm mah =P) I love eating bread (specific ones though xD)too much muahahaha! =P I wonder when will be the next time I get to go back to cp again :( And not forgetting that NCHS is starting its night study soon!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD which means, once I get my schedule for the night study, I can go back SOON! :D And that would mean I get to eat the NOODLES from the NOODLES STALL at NCHS SOON! xDDDD Omg, seriously miss it man!!! xP NCHS noodles (okay, actually I always buy 馃条, not the noodles from the stall lah hahaha! But for convenience sake, just say noodles lorh =P) is the BEST! :D Ahhhh really can't wait for night study to start soon though I doubt any juniors would want to consult me ahahha! But nvm, as long as I get to go back and eat my 馃条 and see the teachers and do my hw there, Im contented enough :D Ohhh and I want to thank Christine for yesterday! :D THANK YOU!!! <333(though i think she won't see this though xP)

FOUR LEAVES!! :D okay, this photo's a bit blur -.-

2011-05-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
This week has been another tiring and upsetting week. Actually it's Thursday that is upsetting lah haha! I really hate Thursdays. Sometimes I feel like despite putting in my best, it just won't turn out to be what I expected it to be. Hmmm I guess sometimes hard work doesn't pay off... But it really does sadden me because I really did work hard for my maths test though actually I only managed to study at ard 12am (but I did do practices beforehand!!!) -.- haix... I feel so upset at the thought of that result that I got for Functions Test. Although it's not a lecture test, it just shows that I still haven't put in enough effort into the chapter. Since the start of JC, my maths has been failing and it used to be one of my best subjects during secondary school... but now... it has somehow become the worst subject. Tell me what to do. I cannot accept the fact that my maths has become so horrendous. I seriously got to put in even more effort into Maths and not disappoint myself again. As the saying goes "You reap what you sow." Perhaps the amount of effort that I've put in is still not enough, so yeahhh...

Anyway, yesterday was better because I got to meet up with 4A ppl again (with some 4C ppl xD ) at VJC to support yanting :) So, it was quite a job well done given the fact that they started from scratch and learnt the pieces in just a few months! :) Great that yanting has found a new passion! haha! :D And then we took some photos after that and I headed home with farren while the rest stayed at Hougang's McDonald's to have supper haha! :) So overall, at least yesterday made the whole week meaningful :) All right, I've posted the photos on fb already so can check out there for the photos (it's not a lot though) And, I've completed my hw! :D except for GPP (which requires grp discussion) and some qns that idk in Maths tutorial. Shall be off for now. GOODBYE! ((:

2011-05-07T14:36:00.003+08:00

I miss 4A :(

2011-05-06T14:28:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:
Yokeling is coming to my house later to do hw and practise piano! :)) So, while waiting, I shall update my blog! :D Anyway, as usual, Im so glad that it's Friday! Im going to make sure I really make good use of this weekend and the holiday on Monday! wheee~~~

Hmmm... anyway, this week has been quite a moody week because a lot of things happened and I can't help thinking abt it all the time. Perhaps Im a failure as a friend because I failed to change her mindset despite countless comforting words (well, Im not good at comforting ppl I know... but it has just proven that all my efforts in helping has failed) But oh well, everything happens for a reason! I can't help it if the situation doesn't improve =/ Hmmmm and recently there are so many tests, projects and hw and Im sleeping at 1-2am every single night for this whole week and this made my week even worse and tired. The saddest thing is that I cant go to THE ONE to support yokeling!!!! :( Im so sorry, Yokeling! :'( I really really wanted to go support u!! But still, I will give you 精神上的支持的! :D (hope she sees this xD ) And JIAYOU okay!!! :DDD Im sure you will perform very well given the fact that you have had several experiences in performing alr and ur singing always mesmerises the audience! :))

JIAYOU! :D

Anyway, during the previous econs lecture, Liwen even caught me almost falling asleep! =P I guess I was really too tired with the recent stuff that have been happening. Im sorry if I looked tired or moodless in school for this week!! Nevertheless, I believe things will get better (i hope!) and Im really thankful to have great and fun classmates (seriously!) :D And although PW is really a chore, Im really really glad that Im in the same group as Gouyue!! Thanks a lot for constantly helping me throughout! :D That is why I believe that there is always a good side to everything! :) Just as I thought that things are getting really bad, there is a turning point which made me feel better now :)) That shall be a constant reminder for myself if I feel sad the next time x) Okay, that's all for now! Shall blog again when I have the time! BB! :D

2011-04-29T19:24:00.006+08:00

HELLO (:
Im so glad that the weekend has finally come! :D Anyway, it's been really hectic these days, especially with the never-ending hw piling higher and higher up... Nevertheless, I am still able to find joy which is a good thing :) And the thing Im happiest about is that I think Im slowly opening up to more and more of my classmates! :)) It's like nowadays, I find myself more included into their conversations, which is a good thing I hope! It's a big achievement to me actually because I usually take a really long time to adapt to a new environment and my class makes me feel welcomed and I think 1132 is quite a united class =) It's a fun class, to tell the truth xD At least it's a good start for my JC life ;)
Anyway, tml, sunday and monday will be packed with activities!! :D So, it looks like I might not have enough time to complete my hw though LOL. But im going to try and complete as much as possible tonight since I've done my GP research essay and 6th draft of PI already YAY! :DDD That's the good thing for completing some hw earlier ;D Now im left with several hw to complete. JIAYOU!! :D

Ohhhh anyway, let me talk a bit about the Batam trip that I went for because I think it's a really meaningful trip (except the long hours of meeting part -.-). Anyway, it's meaningful because we got to help the orphans there!!! Im so glad that Im in the painting group cos I realised I really enjoy painting and it's my first time painting the wall!!! A very meaningful experience indeed =P And I think the outcome of our mural painting was really awesome given the fact that it was the first time for most of us xD And then the most amazing thing was that shuyi, jieyi and I actually saw Mr Goh Kar Wee at Batam!!! That's really too much of a coincidence! HAHAHAHA! Though he's the teacher of jieyi and shuyi (not mine), im still glad to see a teacher from NCHS! hehe =P Hmmmm so although the trip was tiring, Im still glad that I managed to bring smiles to so many children there because they were literally so excited and curious about what we were painting! xP It's really amazing to bring happiness to others :)

Mr Goh's daughter is so cute! :D

We drew and painted these!!! :DDD

Including this! ;D Great achievement! :D

More photos on FB! :D

2011-04-21T19:41:00.004+08:00

HELLO (:
I shall post a proper post before I go for the 3 days 2 nights (from tml to sunday ._.) trip to Batam for CCA service learning. To tell the truth, I think I dun really like going overseas with school (after having gone for several ones during sec sch) Though they were fun and memorable, there were bad things too so that's the main reason why I didn't opt to go for the England trip =P nvm me, Im just weird. And I have tons of hw to complete!!! Really must try my best to do as much as possible tonight!!!!

Anyway, recently, I realised that more and more of my close friends seem to be struggling with JC life alr :( actually im one of them as well LOL It's tough, really. It's a lot more times worse than secondary school life- the amount of work (worst part is PW which tests ur summary skills and kills a lot of brain cells and deprives u of ur sleep) is enough to kill and the thing is that many things are new and it does take time to adapt and try to understand the concept and all. Nevertheless, I've realised that it's no use panicking and getting upset (I admit I was like that for these few weeks) because I can't do things well when I panick. So, the more problems we face, the more we must stay calm and think properly. Though I can't promise that I will definitely be able to do so in every situation, at least I must try right? :) And then I also realised that if one really can't take it anymore or handle the stress, talking to someone (anyone u're close with or comfortable with) really helps! :D Im really thankful to have friends around me to listen to me when Im stressed up or when Im down. Family members help a lot too! :) So anyway, although the beginning seems tough, I will persevere no matter what because one will never know the outcome if one never tries because it's these problems or setbacks that will eventually make us stronger. But I do agree that sometimes crying will make one feel a lot better too ;) So, as long as we stand up after we fall, there will still be hope eventually. So what I want to say is, JIAYOU to all my friends out there! :D Don't give up! :)

Anyway, recently I've been thinking a lot and I realised Im a very weird person. Here are 10 reasons why I think Im weird:

1. I dun eat curry puff (in fact, in 2C, only michelle and I dun eat curry puffs xD at least got michelle accompany me haha! =P ) omg, I miss Michelle! >.<
2. I dun eat chilli but I can withstand curry (told u im weird. I can eat curry but cannot eat curry puff LOL) and NCHS laksa.
3. I took Eng Lit despite not taking for 2 years in sec sch and actually I like chinese more haha!
4. I have a lot of requests when buying NCHS noodles and when buying bubble tea (close friends would definitely know HAHA!)
5. Despite not very willing to go for the Batam trip, Im still excited because I can help children YAY!
6. I dun like to drink soup from outside unless it's really very tasty (which seldom occurs)
7. Despite having taken pure sciences in sec sch, I didn't take a single science in JC!
8. Despite saying that I dun have enough time, I still came to blog LOL
9. I can eat 2 yam pao in sch for lunch only (I like eating food that is related to bread too much! hahaha! no wonder huiping calls me mian bao =P )
10. Im just PLAIN WEIRD :D

hahahaha the above are done out of a form of relaxation xD anyway, that will be all for now. Will be back on sunday and will post agn when I have the time! Meanwhile, I shall go pack my stuff and do hw. BB! :D

Btw, to Liwen: if u see this post, rmb to remind me to return u ur money on Monday!! I forgot to return u ur $1.50 and yokeling's $0.80 today!! Rmb arh! =P

2011-04-19T10:19:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:
Im at home now, with four different types of medicines accompanying me =.= I really hate being sick!!! Yesterday only had 1hour of PW lecture and I couldn't stand it anymore so I went home and went to see the doctor. As a result, I had to miss the chance of redoing my Standing Board Jump yst :( Things are definitely going the wrong way, seriously. Anyway, initially, I only had sore throat and flu. But after I woke up from my nap (1+pm to 4+pm =P ) , I started having slight fever and then it got worse. And my throat became worse too. I think it's the recent bad weather plus I've been sleeping very late at night every single day that caused me to be sick :( And now, I can't go to school today and the worst part is that I have to miss econs test which I started preparing since Sunday :( I hate that kind of feeling when you prepared early and then you can't do it on the actual day and have to wait til idk when to take the test. Because this will mean that I have to keep studying to recap and recap but anyway, I didn't finish studying though HAHA! And Im going to continue studying for econs later when I feel better =P

And then yst night, I got the worst (nothing can be worst than that) news from Jieyi that there will be CCA meeting from 2.30pm to 9+pm tml because we are preparing for the Batam Trip on Good Friday. 7+hours for a meeting... I really cannot imagine that. I might nid another mc after tml -.- Ahhhh I really got to hang on and get pass this week!!

Anyway, the only thing that I feel relieved about is that Im in the same PW group as Gouyue!!! :D At least that's something I feel better abt ;)

Though the start of this week was already somehow ruined, I will try and make the most out of it! :) Things will get better, I believe =)

2011-04-13T20:25:00.001+08:00

I saw Shuxian today!! :)) Miss her a lot!!! xD the happiness that one gets when seeing ur secondary sch friends coincidentally is really undescribable! I miss sec sch life :( currently, everything is horrible.

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2011-04-08T21:28:00.001+08:00

HELLO (:
Despite feeling frustrated, I think I should post a proper post =P Anyway, life hasn't really been smooth-sailing ever since I got into JC. At times, I will still ponder on the qn of whether I made the right decision, etc. But oh well, I've already made so many choices, no use thinking so much too. So, I just got to work really really hard and aim not to get retained in year 1. Hmmm been feeling quite moody these days because I feel that I can't seem to do things well at all!! It's really demoralising and upsetting :( I told myself that I cannot be sad and instead, should try to bring more smiles to ppl around me. But sometimes when im alone and start reflecting, etc. , weird thoughts will bombard my mind ._. Just like now =.= Sometimes, I really feel useless that I can't do things well and wasting time on certain stuff (just like now oso- typing this post LOL) And I still think that having so many breaks in school is a total waste of time, like seriously... I can't get things done in school and I dun have the resources that I need unlike at home and worst of all, there are far too many distractions in school already (plus, Im one who gets distracted easily). I just dun like it when I can't get the things that I've planned to finish get it done... ARGHHHH... that's why Im feeling so moody nowadays because I feel that I can't do things well! :'( But I hope things will get better soon... Oh and one more thing: Im still not very used to reaching sch at 7+am or 8+am because for the past four years, I've been reaching school at 6+am every morning that reaching sch at 7+am seems quite late to me =.= Im weird, I know. But it's just my habit of reaching school early and instead, I feel more energetic when I reach school earlier LOL! Yes, Im very weird, I know.

Anyway, I forgot to mention that despite feeling so demoralised for the past few weeks, Im still glad that Im having fun in school everyday too because of these three funny people in my class:

Yes, it's yokeling, liwen and gouyue! :D

Okay, they really make my JC life a very fun one ;) I get to laugh every single day because of them! xD HEHE Thank you! :D

I guess that will be all for now. There's napfa test tml!!! >.< I doubt I can do it actually :( But the good thing is that after napfa, Im going to meet up and eat lunch with the 7 of them! :)) BB!

2011-04-08T19:39:00.001+08:00

FRUSTRATED!

2011-04-03T14:29:00.004+08:00

HELLO (:
Just a quick post because there's still a lot of things for me to do. Anyway, just completed my hw (excluding those qns that idk =P) and have to start revising for other subjects after typing this post. Recently, things havent been going smoothly but I will not let these unhappy stuff to affect me too much ;) And there's always a bright side towards everything, isn't it? :) Though JC life is really hectic and I always find myself to have not enough time, Im still glad that I have this group of friends always there for me :) For instance, just as I thought that this week was a horrible week, my mood was immediately lightened up on Friday when the few of us started our convo on FB and we (actually it's farren xD) even created the "luan lun" fb group for the complicated family in 4A to use it as a way to keep in contact xD I find it really amazing how this group of friends can actually change my mood in such a fast speed (i was still cracking my brain over PW during that time, fyi =P ) They really made my day and I totally felt so relieved after talking to them on FB! :D Friends can really do wonders to our life and Im really really grateful to have them all these while ;) And of course, not forgetting the other 8 of them who have always been there for me! I hope to get to meet up with the "complicated 4A family" and the 9 of us to have a gathering agn (though the previous one was last month hahaha!) soon!! :)

ps. I hope to get to have the chance to perform duet with Mandy the next time round! :) and I miss playing duets with yokeling too! x)

2011-03-25T22:42:00.004+08:00

HELLO ((:

Thought that I should come and post about today! :D Anyway, today was NCHS anniversary and I had to rush straight back to nchs right after my pe which was really very tired. Nevertheless, I guess it was still worthwhile though everything had ended by the time I reached there LOL. I managed to catch up with lots of people and get to chit chat with weng lao shi, mr rahim, ms low and ms teo for a short short while! I really love all these teachers a lot!!! :)) There was a feeling of nostalgic when I saw them; really missed the times when they taught us and impart so many precious life-skills to us ;) All these teachers had really played a very important part in my life and Im proud to say that the best thing that I've ever done in my whole life was to get the chance to study in nchs!! :D I dare to say that it's really the best thing I've ever done in my entire life ;) It was this place that I got to know so many awesome friends and learn so many valuable things in life :)) So, my main point is:

Im proud to be from nan chiau high! :D And I believe that I wont ever get such great teachers ever again >.<
However, I know many things have changed in NCHS... but I shall not complain that down here. Just hope things will get better and hopefully I can get the NCYM card asap! :D and I cant wait to go back to nchs agn to eat noodles!!! yum yum!!! really missed it >.< Hmmm a
nyway, after touring ard nchs for a while, I went to cp with peixin, chingyee and amanda to meet up with the rest of 4A people at Pizza hut! :D

So, reached and almost all of them had finished their dinner LOL!!! But anyway, thanks a lot to the other people on the other side of the table for waiting for us to eat tgt hahaha! Thanks a lot! :) So, ordered food and chit-chatted and took photos while waiting ;) It really feels great to be able to meet up with them and laugh together! Really miss those times a lot a lot >.< Especially the times when we had lessons tgt and make fun of teachers tgt (esp. during april fool's and i realise april fool's day is coming ;O ) In conclusion, I LOVE 4A! <333 :D Shall post some photos down here but anyway, I've also uploaded them on fb alr ;))

Rachel and I!!! <333 my index number partner- the one who always sit beside me during exams! ;D

amanda.me.yanting!!! :DDD

Jeannie!!! my most awesome partner! :D

peiyi and farren!!! xDDD

chingyee- my 2nd sis if im not wrong =P (too many sis alr xD)

zhihui and huiping! <333 :D

farren and I! <333

only part of us at this table ;D

2011-03-18T20:14:00.001+08:00

HELLO ((:
This March Holiday has been very fulfilling and it was well-spent! :D I love holidays which are well-spent and im sure everyone does too! :) So, I shall just talk about what happened from Monday to Wednesday ((:

Monday 14/3/2011 (Angela's Early Birthday Celebration)

Went to school early in the morning to have Econs make up tutorial. Lesson ended at ard 10am ;) After that, yokeling and I went to meet up with Jieyi ((: Stayed in school for a while before heading to Shuyi's house then the four of us slacked for a while before starting to prepare for everything! :D First of all, we started making water bombs =P evil laughs* haha! xD After which, I think we waited for huiping, zhihui and peixin to arrive ;) Chit-chatted and wrapped up Angela's present =) Then slacked for a while more before Christine finally arrived =P The funny thing was that we didnt know that Angela would soon arrive after Christine's arrival. All of us were quite shocked when Angela appeared at the gate of shuyi's house. hahahaha!! I bet all of our faces were very funny at that moment cos I myself 来不及 react when Angela stood at the gate! And she was so calm and said her usual "Hey!" and waved to us! Funny! Eventually, we quickly started our water bomb fight! hahahahaha! It was so funny that I kept laughing throughout. By the end of the game, everyone was so wet but we had fun, didn't we? ;) Then we dried ourselves as shuyi provided us with towels. Thanks a lot, shuyi! :) At around 5pm, we started with our BBQ! :D And really thanks a lot to zhihui for always being the one to help us start the fire!! :D Without her, I guess we would have lots of difficulty to do so =) So, soon enough, we started bbq-ing our food ;D Though it was tiring, I had lots of fun BBQ-ing the food and it was the first time I was so heavily involved in bbq-ing the food ;D I think it's sth worth happy about! haha! And that day was the first time I BBQ-ed a marshmallow successfully!!!! Was so happy cos I finally did it =P hehe I know I sound ridiculous to be so happy over such small things, but to me, it's already a great accomplishment xP Okay, anyway, we BBQ-ed lots of food and really ate a lot! :D First time eating so much for BBQ, maybe because closer friends will make me feel more at ease to do whatever I like and I dun nid to be restricted to do whatever I want to =P Hmmm so anyway, took lots of photos that day, ate a lot, played a lot and chit-chatted a lot too! It's always so fun to have them around! I love days when I can meet up with all of them and have so much fun together! Love them all! :) And then, before we went off, we even played sparklers!!!!! Lots of laughters throughout :) Totally love that day! And hope Angela really had fun too and hopefully, it was a wonderful birthday celebration for her too ;D So went back home at 10+pm. Though it was tiring, I really enjoyed myself :) Hope everyone did too x) So, people who were there on that day were : Shu Yi, Jie Yi, Angela, Yoke Ling, Pei Xin, Christine, Hui Ping, Zhi Hui and Me :D

Tuesday 15/3/2011
Woke up at 7.15am and eventually went to meet Christine at buangkok there. Took bus 43 to marine parade there and listened to the CIP talk. Throughout the whole talk, I was half-asleep =P cos I was really quite tired I guess... hahaha! Anyway, had a short break after that and Christine's cousin bought us drinks. Thanks a lot! :) After the break, we continued to listen to the talk and then we were assigned to our partners. Basically, each youth volunteers were paired up with an elderly volunteer. Dun belittle them! :D The elderly volunteers were all so enthusiastic! ((: And I think im lucky to get a very caring auntie as my partner xD So anyway, after knowing our partners and the last briefing, we had our lunch, made plans for the actual CIP day which was the next day and eventually went home. Took bus 43 back while Christine accompanied her cousin to Parkway Parade. Kept dozing off on the bus =P hehe I guess I was really too tired that I kept feeling lazy all these while =X haha! So anyway, was kind of excited for the next day's CIP. I guess it's quite related to my current CCA so shud be of much help to me too! :D

Wednesday 16/3/2011
Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ANGELA!!! :DDD
Anyway, woke up at 6.45am and then once again, went to meet up with Christine first but this time, we met at serangoon mrt cos it was faster. Anyway, after we reached, we went to our various assigned block. Mine was blk 78, while christine's was blk 79 :) luckily it was near if not I wouldn't know how to get to the place! Phew! Thanks a lot to christine for leading the way! :D So, I met up with my partner and then we went to the assigned apartment to meet another elderly that we were supposed to do survey from. I think it's difficult to explain the task of this CIP but nevertheless, I think it was a meaningful project and hopefully, really can help more elderly! :)) Plus, my partner was so good and funny LOL!! Anyway, after completing our task, went back to the main venue and transferred the photos taken to the thumbdrive provided for us =) Took quite some time to complete it. Although the whole process was quite tedious, I enjoyed it :) Had lunch there and eventually, both Christine and I left as we headed our next destination to Angela's house! :D hahaha! Thanks a lot to Angela for inviting us to celebrate her birthday at her house :) Reached her house at abt 4pm and really had some fun down there. However, as I had piano lesson at 5.15pm, I had to leave her house at abt 4.50pm =.= what right timing to have piano lesson! :( But then, after my lesson, went back to angela's house again hahahahahhaa!! So the whole day was rather busy as had to rush from one place to another. They left some pizza and chicken wings for me :)) Really thanks a lot and sorry to keep u all waiting!! Took some photos and sang birthday song for angela! :D After which, we decided to go to compass point. Yokeling and Christine were so hyped up by the Hello Kitty Gachapon there! hahaha! So both of them tried and got their desired keychains, etc. =) Though it was expensive, I guess they were happy with what they got ;) So walked around compass point for a while more before we headed back home :) It was really a great day! :D

Being able to help the elderly improve their environment was meaningful and being able to meet up with friends was awesome! :) Really make my life so meaningful and colourful! Im so glad that I spent the first three days of my holidays in such a meaningful way ((: It's the best holiday ever!!! And I hope when the next holiday comes, I can enjoy it like how I enjoyed during this March Holidays =D It really feels great to be able to bring smiles to other people, isn't it? =) And not forgetting that I learnt how to communicate better with the elderly and I was able to put the dialect that I know into good use! hahahaa! so happy! xD All right, before I end the post, I shall post some of the photos taken for the past few days =) And I edited some of the photos if u notice it ;)

Making water bombs! :D muahahahhaa! =P

Me with birthday girl! :)

Yokeling and I at cp (:

I love this photo a lot!! :D All of them look natural and really happy in it xD I think it's the best photo I've ever taken for them! :D

Me. Christine. Yokeling =D

The three of us again xD took it while they were queuing to change their notes into coins for the gachapon ;D

Me and yokeling at shuyi's hse xD

I made this :) Like it a lot! x)

2011-03-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO ((:
Apparently, I learnt nothing from the decision-making module which was carried out on last friday. Once again, Im facing the problem of To Go or Not to Go. Haix. But anyway, I've settled it already ((: In future, I really shud learn to be more decisive and not make it so troublesome for ppl ard me.

Shall give a proper post on this holiday when I have the time =) Meanwhile, I shall continue with my homework :)

2011-03-12T21:18:00.006+08:00

HELLO ((:

A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops.

If there was a best teacher award that students can give to teachers, I would give it to 翁老师 :)
As I went to 4AM fb just now, the comment by 翁老师 made me miss her a lot all of a sudden D; It's the first time that i ever missed a teacher so much in my entire life, like seriously. I've never missed my primary school teacher that much either. I think that goes to show how much weng lao shi has impacted my life. I really miss her lessons, especially PC periods, whereby she will always enlighten us with her words. Really miss those times :( The lessons learnt from her- I'll never forget. She is indeed the BEST teacher ever! ((: And from now on, I'll put in my best in everything that I do and really the best, I promise =) I won't let myself, my family and all the teachers (esp. Ms Oh, Mr. Rahim, Ms Teo and weng lao shi who have always been giving me so much encouragement) down! NCHS spirit!!! Here I come!!! :D

Thank you 翁老师! (:

2011-03-10T20:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO ((:
March holidays is coming!! ((: I really can't wait and there's no lessons tml cos we will be having modular training which I guess it's a good thing :D Anyway, recently I've been feeling so moody due to so many various stuff that I dun really wish to say it out because I think it's pointless to do so, esp when no one understands it anyway. I really shud stop being like this!!! I dun like myself to be like this... I guess the only way that can really keep my mind off all these stupid thoughts is to keep myself occupied with homework and get myself to be really involved in everything, and apparently, it worked =) LOL. Okay, but every time when I get back home, that kind of feeling comes back agn which made me really pissed off with myself. Nevertheless, I'll bring back the happy me again, soon I hope! :) All right, I shall just recount on what happened since last saturday! =))

5March2011 Saturday
Had piano theory exam in the morning while the rest of the NYJCians went to Bedok to have Sports Carnival. Anyway, heard that the sports carnival was quite a failure and many people were unhappy with the way things were organised... Hmmm so idk if im lucky or what LOL. But anyway, it was still a pity that I couldn't join my class for dragonboat and apparently, they came in second for dragonboat on that day! :D Anyway, the exam was still all right =)) and many thanks to all the wishes, etc. (: Then after that rushed back home and prepared to go to school for Interact Camp! Well, I guess this camp is rather different from the camps that we usually go for. And I think this is the first camp that I actually feel that it's meaningful! ((: Except the part when we got scolded for nothing when it wasn't even our fault for being late! That part really made me feel being wronged!!! :( Okay, anyway, we went for the "Deaf Workshop" whereby we learnt sign languages!!!! Ahhhh it's really so meaningful! It's been my wish to learn sign languages and even if I dun get the chance to use it, I believe that it will still be of much help in future =) Really hope that if one day I were given a chance to communicate with the physically impaired, I can put what I've learnt into good use and help them as much as I can :) That will be so meaningful!
Anyway, other than that, we had to dine in the dark, whereby we were all blindfolded and walked in a train formation in our groups to the I-space. The facilitators gave us instructions and soon, we found ourselves sitting in front of tables, with our food given to us. I think that part was really damn cool because even though we were already blindfolded, they still switched off the lights and we were really in total darkness while comsuming our food. I guess this is the best part ever, but at the same time, I felt rather insecure for fear that I will have difficulty eating. However, I've proven myself wrong and in fact, I could do it! =) That's really when I felt accomplished and satisfied because this whole "Dine in the Dark" has proven to me that with much determination, one will be able to do it =) And I really understood how those people who can't see must have felt- the sense of insecurity and fear. I think these people are really courageous in facing all the problems in life, so all the more, I should learn to appreciate what I have because I really think that im very very fortunate (:
Next, we then had night walk whereby there were 9 stations for us to complete and it was really tiring, I must say. But at the very least, I enjoyed myself =) Eventually everything ended at 12+am. You can imagine what time I slept. Was so sticky and all but couldnt even go bathe before I sleep because there were too many people who were queueing up to bathe as well. So, went to sleep feeling sticky all over. And I think I fell asleep around 3+am =.= I always take a very long time to fall asleep when I go to a new environment and I guess I was really too conscious of my surroundings that I think I was only half-asleep all along. Didn't have a good rest actually. Only slept for about 4hours I guess =( Tired like max when I woke up the next day.
Anyway, I forgot to mention that I went to this camp with Jieyi, Angela, Shuyi and Peixin! :D And the best thing was that I was in the same group as Jieyi which really made me feel so relieved! =))

6March 2011 Sunday
The next day, woke up feeling really tired. Had breakfast and we played water games which the unlucky and slow me got splashed by a BUCKET of water! You can imagine how wet i was cos I ran too slowly already and the thing is I didnt even know who splashed that bucket of water at me! >.< And this game lasted for quite some time. Then eventually went to AVA room for debrief and went off =) So, I must say that this camp is really very different from those usual ones, where there will be camp fire and cheers instead. But I did enjoy myself and it was my first time camping in school! Nevertheless, I still hope that I won't ever need to go for camps again because I think I still dislike it due to the nightmare [dun wish to elaborate what happened then since it's been 2 years already]that I got during sec 3 camp! Never ever again!!

Erm... I forgot what happened on monday and tuesday... LOL. So I shall talk about yesterday! :D Well, yesterday after lessons, had Adopt-A-Wish, whereby we had to go to those 1-room flat to do survey and try our best to help the elderly there. I was one of the facilitators due to the fact that I was in interact club -.- Apparently, I was a very failed facilitator because I can't seem to guide my group mates well, plus it was my first time meeting them! Nervous!! But luckily, I went with Dorisa's group!! :D And really thankful that her group went with me because my whole group didn't know how to speak Hokkien as the owner of the house that we were assigned to speaks in Hokkien. Haix... of all dialects, I dunno how to speak Hokkien -.- Because I only know how to speak Hainanese and Cantonese LOL, which was of no use yesterday. Anyway, really thanks a lot to Dorisa's groupmate for helping us to communicate with the elderly if not I think I would really have difficulty completing my task! Phew! Anyway, the elderly requested for painting of her house and she only wants NTUC voucher. Really hope can be of help to her but I could see that actually she didn't really want to receive any help. But I hope that the painting of her house can be done though I think there will be some difficulty to do so since we got limited budgets. No matter what, I think it's a really meaningful project and I hope to help as many elderly as possible! :D It's really great to be able to bring smiles to other people and lighten up someone's life. The satisfaction that I get from it is really undescribable i guess ((: So, ended the task at ard 4+pm and coincidentally, Angela ended her task at the same time as me and we went to AMK to buy KOI!! :DDD YUMMY! ((: And we went home tgt after that =) Fulfilling and meaningful day (:

Okay, so that's all for my updates! Shall post again soon ((:

I hope I am able to accomplish the above (:

2011-03-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

Today's a horrible day. And im really depressed about everything. No mood nw... haix :(

2011-02-25T20:41:00.004+08:00

HELLO ((:
It's blogging time! :D And today's FRIDAY! :D Actually ever since the start of JC, I have never liked fridays like how I used to :( Because these days, my Fridays always end with either PE lesson or tutorial til around evening and for the whole of this week, I've been going home in the evenings which I dun like :( These days, I have this urge to go back home asap once school ends, like there's nothing to keep me staying in school uhhh. Hmmm but anyway, I must say that my classmates are fun and humorous people, so that's a good start ((: Although that's the case, I have to admit that Im still quite in my own shell when with my classmates because I can't seem to get into their conversations since they talk about stuff that I totally got no idea what they're talking about. But then Im still very happy to be in this class because they always bring so much laughters to the class =)

Anyway, this week is a BIRTHDAY WEEK! ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to:
1. Jodi :D
2. Vivian :D
3. Christine :D
4. Jaslyn :D
5. Pamela :D
Hope they had a wonderful birthday!! ((: So cool ehhhh, the five of them are just one after another! haha!

Oh yes, being very random yesterday, I went to search on my horoscope which I thought was so so so true! hahaha! So, decided to share one part that I found out about myself and I found it very funny too =P
Note those that are in BOLD! xD Those are the ones that I think it's funny and true at the same time, esp. the last line haha! xP
A Touch of Hypochondria
Virgos can also be hypochondriacs since they can literally worry themselves sick. They do not like germs, and they will wash their hands several times a day. They also tend to carry hand sanitizer lotion. (hahaha this is very true because I do carry hand sanitizer with me =P)

I was practically laughing to myself when I read the last line LOL!!!

Okay, as for now, I shall post some photos since it's been quite some time since I posted photos on my blog =P

At "Let's Sweet" with farren! ((:

2C BBQ! :D

Orientation at NYJC with three of my OG mates =)

Ending off with a quote ((:

2011-02-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

Tag replies:
yanting: yeah i also very long didnt go ur blog lerh >.< okay, I will stay strong de ;DDD Thanks so much!!! Your words really enlightened me a lot ((: Really thank you for always giving me advice when im low and it really helped me a lot x) Jiayou too yeah!!! :D
yokeling: heyya!! thank you!!! xDDD thanks for always being with me in school and helping me along the way ((:
mandy: awww :( then it will be quite difficult to see u lerh D;

HELLO ((:
Let me rewind back to last saturday before I talk about this whole week =) So, this will be a very long post. Do bear with me =P
So, last saturday was the early celebration of Valentine's Day cum early celebration of Christine's b'dae cum reunion at the airport :DDDD because we were worried that we won't have the time to do so =P Anyway that day was quite rush cos certain things cropped up and jieyi, shuyi and I were like running a marathon LOL. Sorry for being late!! Really sorry!!! Anyway, although some things went wrong in the morning, Im glad that it was still a successful one eventually ((: That's why sometimes even when things are planned out nicely, it may still go wrong, and such things are unpredictable so I guess all we can do is to 随机应变 and try our best to stay as positive as possible. Okay, so anyway, the people who went were: me, jieyi, shuyi, angela, zhihui, peixin and obviously christine. LOL. Hmmmm ya so it was quite a successful surprise hahahahhaa!! xD And I really had an awesome time catching up with them, especially with zhihui and christine given the fact that I see the rest almost everyday since we're all in the same school LOL while it's been quite a while since I saw the two of them >.< Really very happy to have been able to meet up with them and being back at changi airport really reminds me of the times last year when we went there regularly [okay, i only went a few times LOL but still, had a lot of great times there xD ] to study and prepare for our prelims and maybe o levels too ;D Those were the times when we worked hard together and helped each other out =)) Memorable times ((: Ahhhh I really miss those times >.< Hmmmm so anyway, we spent several hours at the airport, chit-chatting, talking about the past ((: I really enjoy those talks because it was all those things that happened that made us closer, isn't it? ((: I hope we will continue to sustain this friendship of our's ;DDD Really had an enjoyable and fulfilling day :D

Anyway, I guess being in JC would be quite different since I heard from many ppl that in JC, you won't have much chance to actually really know other ppl better in person and at most is we will have fun together, that's all. That's what many ppl said actually and hence it's actually quite difficult to find a confidante in JC yeah. Idk if that's true anot but I know that things aren't going to be the same like it was in secondary school anymore. Okay, actually I believe that statement to a large extent LOL. Plus we only have less than two years to interact together ( plus im so anti-social -.-) Nevertheless, I'll still try my best to enjoy my JC life =) Anyway, recently, whatever I do in NYJC, I will be reminded of NCHS and idk why too. It just keep coming to my mind about all the things that I have done in NCHS and I guess that's what made me quite emotional these days. I think I really miss NCHS too much and everytime when writing my name on all the notes and handouts, I will have an urge to write my register number together with "4A" >.< Guess im too used to it. Hmmmm but I think Im lucky to get into my current class because my classmates are all very friendly to me ((: But I guess everyone around me are like me, still trying their best to get used to everything... and Im really not quite used to those breaks and running from lectures to lectures kind of system. I somehow feel that those breaks are like a waste of my time because I can't seem to spend it meaningfully, in the sense that I will feel like sleeping during those breaks =.= I guess all these still need some time bah...

Okay, now, let's talk about monday :D Monday was Valentine's Day but I didn't really feel it until Michelle, Mandy and Verna came to NYJC to look for us :DDD Omg, I was really really really touched when I saw them. I really missed them a lot D; I had the urge of crying when I saw them but I guess I was over-happy that I smiled so happily the moment I saw them =P They even prepared cookies for us, bringing their care and love to my oh-so-mundane-school-day. Anyway, to me, Valentine's Day is like Friendship Day whereby it is the day when friends pass their love around to all the other friends that they love ((: Im so glad I have friends like them because they were so willing to run from schools to schools to see us and give us the presents that they prepared. I really feel loved on that day xD Though in the morning, I was very sian, their presence on that day really brightened up my day ((: So, what I want to say is, Thank you for coming to see all of us!!! :DDD Thanks for the efforts!! Really appreciate it ((:

Happy Belated Valentine's Day!!! :DDD haha! =P

And then on Tuesday, things didnt really go well because I broke my keychain early in the morning D; And im still upset over it even til now. It's one of the keychains that I treasure the most but all because of me, it can't be salvaged anymore :( Why am I so violent????? I must have pulled my pencil case too hard when taking it out from my bag for lesson and then caused it to break =(( How???? Even if I go and buy back the materials and make a new one, it won't be the same anymore. It will only serve as a substitution and doesn't serve much meaning anymore D; Really hate myself for it. =( And now, I can only keep it, with it being broken into two halves. Things just aren't going right for me recently. That was why I typed the previous post on that day cos my mood was dampened whenever I think about my broken keychain. I hate myself, seriously!!! Why am I so careless???? D; Plus, so many things have been happening recently that I didn't really have time to react to all these, which further made my mood worse. But Im really glad yokeling have been by my side all day long everyday ((: Thank you!! :DDD

Hmmmm then for wednesday, thursday and today nothing much so I shall stop my post til here bah. I hope next week will be a better week... Really miss NCHS, my friends and teachers a lot >.< And the best thing about this week is that Im going back to NCHS tml xDDDD YAY!!!! :DDDD That's the only thing that I look forward to for the entire week. BB!!

2011-02-15T21:03:00.024+08:00

I miss NCHS, all the t'chers & all my friends like mad everyday.
I dread this coming Friday because there will be PE from 5pm-6pm :(
I spent almost an hour yesterday just to update my graphic calculator because for no reason, I accidentally downgraded it when I already pressed the "update" button and then I got panicked and I had to spend time panicking and trying to update it which failed many times. Eventually, I managed to update it -.- Apparently, something went wrong while I updated it. Considering the price of the GC, of course I would start panicking.
Piano theory exam is ard the corner and I havent finished memorising the terms, etc. and my practical just sucks these days.
Im still trying to adapt to my new life.
Friends around me are getting upset these days and I can't seem to help them. Feels so useless.
The worst thing is I broke my keychain today and it can't be salvaged I guess D;
Im screwing things up every single day.

This sums up my current life.

2011-02-11T19:33:00.001+08:00

This was the photo taken at 6-9 BBQ! :D I love 6-9!! xDDD

HELLO ((:

It's Friday! :D Another week is going to pass soon. Anyway, we came to know our classes already and Im in the same class as Yokeling! :DDDDDD The class is 1132 [32 was my sec1 and 2 index number!! xD ]

I think Im really lucky that I have yokeling in the same class as me and then having so many of my very good friends like jieyi, angela, shuyi, peixin, jiawen, jialin, runan, etc. to be in the same school as me too ((: That is why all the more I shouldn't and cannot take things for granted because I think it's really not easy to be in the same school as most of my good friends, what's more, in the same class! =D I promise I will cherish all my friends well and not take them for granted (: Plus, the amazing thing is that I've actually been in the same school as Jialin for 10 years already [since primary school! =D ] and this year will be the 11th year. And Im glad to have got to know her better because we didnt really talk much to each other in the past despite knowing each other for so long xD haha at least it's a great improvement for me and hopefully, we will talk to each other more often in future =)

Anyway, got to know some new friends from my class yesterday and I think they're all friendly and I hope they will all be easy to get along with because Im still quite afraid to go around mixing with new ppl ._. Ohhh and there are only 3 boys in my class! xD hahaha! Hmmm that's all for today bah. Shall post tml if I have the time and Im so excited abt tml!!! :DDDD Can't wait! xD

Awwww this is so cute! :D

2011-02-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

HELLO ((:
Today was the start of lectures, etc. Hmmm was still quite okay but I got a bit confused when it came to economics ._. Hopefully, I'll be able to understand better as time goes. Anyway, Im not sure if I really made the right choice now. I know I shouldn't be thinking about this anymore but somehow, I feel that by choosing econs and literature might be a mistake. Take for example, today's lit bridging programme- I didn't participate actively today. All of a sudden, I was worried that I might not be able to do well in lit because I felt that I might not be up to standard ehhh. How? :( Suddenly I dun have the confidence even though I like it a lot a lot because I think it's really interesting! ((: Idk if it's really right for me to go according to my interest but I still hope that by the end of next year, I will be happy with the choices that I made for myself. I hope I won't regret.

2011-02-02T16:24:00.003+08:00

HELLO ((:

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve! :D Went to school in the morning and the performance lasted for less than 30mins -.- I was anticipating more but there were only abt 3 performances i think? haha I STM but I do rmb that the first item was lion dance LOL. Couldn't really see properly since there were lots of ppl in front of me blocking my view so I gave up watching halfway through =P But I was really hoping to watch the dance group perform [aftermath of too much dancing for the past few days of orientation]!! But there wasn't any dance item being put up ._. And then the performance ended at about 8.10am =.= Fastest CNY celebration ever! And then they commenced the start of CCA bazaar. Eventually left NYJC at abt 9.30am and went back to NCHS!! :DDD Reached at abt 10.20am I think haha cos there were some delay in between xP Anyway, I managed to watch some parts of the performances and the video. I really miss NCHS a lot >.< For the past few days, although I was at NYJC, my mind was constantly on NCHS haha! But uhhhh still did enjoy the last day of orientation which was yesterday! ((:

Well, I must say that yesterday was the best day of orientation and is really the only day which I truly enjoyed myself =P I love my OGLs a lot because they are so humorous and caring! I think Taylor is really awesome xDDD And the head of the OGLs is really damn hilarious and I find the Hokkien cheer very creative!! :DDD hahaha yesterday was the only day which I really put in effort to shout during the cheering competition =X And Taylor won the cheering competition yay!!! =DDD Hmmmm perhaps the best part was actually the Disco Night whereby everyone really went high and danced like mad in the hall. And from what I saw from fb, there were people whose specs flew and dropped onto the floor while they were dancing and the specs were stepped by other ppl and was spoilt eventually. Idk if I shud laugh or pity them LOL cos I just find it unbelievable for the specs to fly out while dancing. If it was me, I think I would be laughing at myself for that lols! But uhhh I guess everyone did have fun, didn't they? ((: And I can only say that throughout the whole mass dance, I practically forgot my steps and even stepped on my partner's foot hahaha! I just can't coordinate myself well! >.< Hmmmm so went home at ard 9pm or so. Tired like mad and Im having muscle aches now. Overall, though I did have fun, I still dislike orientation. The thought of it just makes me back away and idk why too. I just dun feel like being so enthusiastic all day long- it's too tiring for me to do that. However, looking on the bright side, Im extremely glad that there isn't any camps or what cos if it was camp, I dun think I will really enjoy myself because I simply hate camps! Okay, enough of my rantings. To put it simply, I still do not like orientations ((: haha! =P

Hmmm anyway, we got our subject combinations already and I got into my first choice!!! Yay!!! :DDD After CNY, I got to start working doubly hard already!! No more procrastination!!! I must have 自制能力！ Jiayou!!!! xDDD But we still dunno our class yet so we have to attend lectures according to our current groups starting from next week. And I realised that for some days, I will have a lot of breaks!!! hahaha! Idk what im going to do during those breaks since school has just started not long ago.

I really really miss NCHS a lot and of course all the wonderful teachers and all my friends! =)) But I know that no matter what, life still has to go on and we should learn to move on. I just hope that I can learn to adapt to this new environment and open up that shell of mine [but i know it's going to be difficult for me =( ] and put in my best in everything I do =) Lastly, I wish for all the best for my friends out there!! Jiayou!! ((:

2011-01-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO((:
Two more days of orientation... I must endure!!! ((: Anyway the day to Sentosa was okay okay but it rained almost the whole day and I was practically wet LOL. But still, had quite a bit of fun yeah =) Hmmmm but I wasn't really enthusiastic and I know that my leaders kept looking at me hahaha! So, I had no choice but to try to get myself to be enthusiastic ._. And other than playing games at sentosa, we were cheering and cheering like nobody's business for the whole day just to earn more points. And you know what, Idk what I was cheering LOL. There were a few cheers that I couldn't rmb at all and I just pretended that I know how to cheer and cheered tgt with my grp mates -.- hahahhaa!! But there was this particular cheer that I rmb it very clearly cos we repeated it for dunno how many times hahahaha!! It goes like this:
Pump, pump, pump it up. Taylor, Taylor, pump it up.
Shake, shake, shake it up. Taylor, Taylor, shake it up.
Hype, hype, hype it up. Taylor, Taylor, hype it up.
Pump it up, Shake it up, Hype it up!
Ooooooohhhhhhhh TAYLOR!!!
hahahahaa! Okay, at the very least, I rmb this cheer LOL! Ohhh and we oso learnt the school song on Friday which I couldnt remember at all too ._. Nvm, all these take time plus Im someone who needs quite some time to adapt to a new environment and new people.

Ohhh anyway, I sent in my subj combi already. I find myself very weird cos previously, I hadn't intended to take H2 Literature when I havent touched lit for 2 years but eventually, I chose to take it. I know Im weird. But uhhhh anyway, I think as long as I have the interest and passion in it, I can overcome my fears!! ((: Hope so!! =) So, I chose Maths, History, English Literature and Economics. Actually I oso hadn't intended to take econs at all but then that day, the t'cher said that econs complement well with history so I guess it would be of some benefits. Ahhhh hope I made the right choice and won't regret it. Okay, now I can only hope that the remaining two days of orientation can pass as quickly as possible =/ Im going to bake almond cookies later!! Bye!! :D And, i shall post one photo of my group here.